Is 1st of MARCH alrdy, so fast.
It will soon be the julius cearsar death anniversary alrdy.WOOHOO.
I am not happy bcos he died on that day but because ______
I am not such a sadist.
LETS COUNT DOWN TO IDES OF MARCH.COOL.

Out of no where,my mum ask if i want to buy a basketball shoe.
Wahahaha,wanted it long time ago le.(:
I thk i am going to buy it tml.
I just went to see wat shoe can i buy this evening.

IDC
I dunno if i am expecting too much from you all
or do you all hack care everything
I just wanted a amost full attendance,is that so hard.
I regretted rushing home to bathe after training,when i reach is less than 6ppl.
IS DAMN PATHETIC when the whole batch got 29ppl.
Sometimes i just feel that i am out of place.

the feeling really bad,when a problem crops up no ppl is helping you
My reasons was said
the reply i got was like bcos they was force to
maybe is my tone that causes that
For everythign i do there is a reason
You all shld try to understand why do i stand s strongly on this idea,
an why not to what you all have said

I asked myself where do i really gone wrong,but really i cant see whr is the problem
Does the problem lies in me.
If yes what can i do,i alrdy tried my best improving from the induction 2hrs activity
I have alrdy put my everything into preparing this

You all may agree with it now.But when suddenly a person stands up and say,blahblah gavin is not doing a good job and stuff.Everybody will start agreeing,and all the arrows will be all aiming at me.Did you all notice that i am always on the hot seat during trash out session.Sorr i am not any headlines caractor,can you ll nxt time shift yur target to soemone else nxt time.My butt is scorcing hot alrdy,it can take it no more.I am crossing my fingers this will not happen,but for me i hard to trust some ppl.

I dk what is happening now.
It is habit of me now.
Always wanting to take the lead.
It also a habit of me now.
Sometimes i just cant notice that actl i am not bothering abt other ppl opinions.
A habit is hard to change very hard to chge.
Sometimes you think you have chge but ltr it acts up again
Sometimes is just not within yur control.

If you all choose to believe ,
even the hardest thing can be solve.
Time will soon run up,the least i want is just TRUST

Yah i promise if after this,
you ppl view still have not chge for me always doing one-man-show,
then yah i promise to all this will be the last time i will be in-charge of anything
Yesyes i swear.

I really want to be a great leader.
but hmm,when pigs can fly that will happen.


Played basketball after the meeting
KOBE BRYANT
Played with all the boys,all doing stunts eh.
The floor damn wet,most ppl nearly fell,then you can see their reaction,damn funny.
The ball kept slipping away from their handHAHA
Had early dinner with ZHIYEXINWEIFILBERTBRYANT
talk about alot of things.STEADSCAMPSWATS HAPPENINGINSC
crapcrapcrap,it really'open my eye' to student council

After that some ppl went for tuition
Me and bryant bused to JP
Have some common opinions of stuffs
Went thr to see the basketball shoe,yea i am getting it tml.