Sunday, June 15, 2008

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A BELIEF THAT WILL SOON FADE AWAY
COS IT HAS ALRDY BECOMES A FACT

I am really reluctant to go for AGM on 19th june
Ppl can alrdy predict that i cant that get my desired post bcos of the previous mistake i make
Bcos of my _______ control over my emotions,and not wearing my tie.
DAMN IT ,i shldnt be regretting now,but to actlly see my mistakes in the past and correct it.
I believe it is not to late to chge ,but i couldnt chge the fact that i cldnt get the post

Having the goal of wanting to bcome the sec2coord,
it is what that gave me strenght to go through the camp.
If it is not bcos of this,i wouldnt have been able to resist the temptation of not going for camp
It is whr all my passion lies

On 19th june, I will not be able to take the fact
and i wldnt be able to control my emotions again
Filbert you promise me you will lend me your shoulders.
Please keep your promise.
Hmmm if i am not able to get it, yah i thk that teachers have their reason for it?!
and what first come to their mind,is who will benefit the sec2 most .
So i shall just get on with life with what they have put me in
and yes basketball season will be on febuary next yr ,
maybe this will do me good ,i can concentrate on training and do my best to get inside the team
It febuary and i have abt 7more months to train,and not regret for not training hard enough
yesyes think positive

Mixed emotions just filled me now
Sec3 has just finish their 'last challenge before stepping up'
And the upcoming fact of me not getting my post.
DAMNDAMNDAMN

Not getting it means losing alot of things for me
GAVIN IT IS THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE TO TAKE
Hmm you stil got abt 3more days to calm your thinking.
cherish it

All things are made with reasons
And it is the obstacles in life that makes you stronger
Have faith in yourself and you will be able to make it

Things can not be force.
But to make it willing for ppl to follow.
It is only then you make ppl respect you
Respect is all you need for great followers.

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