WHO I AM, WHO I WAS, WHO I WILL BE

Its been ard 3 years in basketball already,
not a smooth road, hard and tiring.
I still rmb the the period of time when i just got into basketball,
all those harsh criticism i recieve from coaches and even my basketball mates
I was the only one who didnt have a basketball 'basic base' when all the ppl was chosen to be in basketball.
Just because of this, it made me really stressed up. I dont even know how to do a simple layup
Maybe it is the pressure that existed, that made who i am now.
And maybe it is all the criticism that made me want to prove myself even more,that it got me so far
With whr i have started many have alrdy expected me not into the team, but haha i still manage to squeeze inside in my sec2
Memorable times,the time going for competition,havng jokes together,suaning each other.

Today team was annouced,
I am not chosen.
that's the end huh?