BIG WAKE UP CALL

Just back from meet-the-parent session . Wasnt that enjoyable. Trashed with the naggings of my mum. Super disapointed with my results, L1R5 of 35. I wonder what i was doing all these while. :/ So there was 4 teachers for my class, mr ng, miss ong, mr boay, mr woon. I was hoping i wldnt get mr ng, but i got him. -.-

Not satisfied. Unhappy. Annoyed. Disapointed.

I really do not wish to be the one crying after getting my results, and be the one who envy my friends who have scored well. 2 months is neither short nor long. Got to make use of every minute i have. Though i really hate studying, i got to get this done.

Why would i still get jealous when i see those things? I thought i have already got everything clear ? I am just being an ass. Why do i feel sad when i got to know the truth ?