I got nothing to do, and I find myself here.

Thoughts of just ending my life, seeing myself in a pool of blood and never wake up . The physical pain would be way much btr than mental pain I am feeling. Everything's pilling up, and I can bear it no more.

I really abhore myself, more and more each day. I was the one who causes all this things.

Arggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. God would you just take me away from the misery?! /; I am suffering here!

I need some counselling, i am totally off the track now, i am really afriad someday i will just end my life.

Everything is kept in myself, soemthing stopping me from talking to my parents abt this matter. I am really feeling miserable, really miserable. Tears just flow non-stop and dk how to stop .