Life is short;
maybe tml will be my last, you never know. So make it a enjoyable one for yourself.

I just happen to see this picture, it seems to telling me so much things. :/ Have to take it easy, easy! I have the habit to stress myself out. And i have a limit, when it go over it I will just ...

I skipped school today but I still went back school to seek help from Miss Lappen in the afternoon. Maybe at that moment I was alrdy at my limits. And i recieve a msg from my mama, asking me to not give up " Jia you" Haha, she never did that, today was the first. You never feel how encourage how I felt at that moment, and it was like a call to ask me to study hard and not disapoint her. Though she is always saying that she is not expecting As, but I know she definitely wants me to score well for my Os. :/

So i reached school, and my classmates ended school. And everybody came towards me, asking me to relax myself, and not stress myself out too much. I guess a few days before when I went to talk to Mr Woon I gave a - face, so he was kind of worried for me? And he told the class to come and comfort me, birng me out for a movie.

Maybe I was alrdy out of control of everything, so when my classmates came to comfort me, everything gushes out. Psst, covered my face. Miss Lappen, Mr Woon came to talk to me. I feel so much btr after that, haha thats me. But i seriously dont like ppl seeing me cry. :/

Thanks classmates. Esp Sirin.

I am not one who can study. I gave my best, and maybe this is all that I can do. But what I can do will not let me meet my expectation - my source of stress. I hope i can control more of myself.

count down to end of papers; 28

for inner peace...