Co-existence - impossible

Sense of satusfaction after a day of hard work. Not hard, but actl tiring. But thanks to some ppl, i manage to pull the day off. Esp Joevin who kept the whole group gg. Something unhappy happened at the really end, actl I could have bear with it, but I didnt. Made the situation awkward. I dont thk I will be gg for chalet alrdy.

Ramdom thoughts, after working for 2 weeks:
Sometimes I find ppl only do some things so that they will get something in return. Maybe not all the times, but majority of time. Like why you work for? Money. Why do you help your friends? It is either your friend is the leader of the group, or he have some 'power' you dont within your friends. Soemtimes you would only offer help to those that looks nice, and despise those who- (you know lar) That occur to me often, but I find it sad if everyone does that.

It is tired to always act as the nicenice guy infront of your friends. At times you would just show your true colours. But sometimes if i do not want to do something, I would just say it straight. Though it isnt good, you would seem selfish or un-gentlemen, but how long could you be the nicenice guy? I really do wonder.

Lets count down to rest day. 2 days more!

Would be attending the wedding dinner tml. But would be late. :/ Will have to rush down. Haha the my cousin just came back from France, cos her sister would be married tml. And she brought some french ferrero - white ones (almond flavoured), pretty nice lah. Haha. Okay tml I would get to see my cousin :)