Dumb or stupid?
was holding a hand that difficult

{Now playing: Regina Spector- Hero}

My fav song in the playing, enjoy :)

This blog, is personal to the max. So actl i dont like ppl copying and paste and make it into a joke. The feeling sucks when someone use what you wrote on blog( which is meant to be personal) as a joke.

I got a habit of reminicsing of the past. This year have been memorable. I have got into my first relationship, but it all didnt last long. All I could say though it was short it was sweet. I lost it in my own hands. Sorry that I hurt you somehow and somewhat. Glad to see you doing fine now with your bf. Sweet leh. Jealous

Isnt staying innocent good? Often, I find myself drown in jealousy. Envious of other couples. Wouldnt you? Maybe it doesnt occur on you. Okay its getting real personal. Okay this is a blog right? so its okay to share my inner thoughts :P Sometimes I would wonder why isnt that me. I know being jealous is not good, but it just cant be controlled.

I hope i would never grow up like, so my thinkign will always stay innocent.

(above deloras birthday, i miss those times) Haha my chicken hairstyle is changed into a evil pineapple style. :D

Having the 'SINGLE' status look cool, but having a partner would definitely make life more meaningful

Just went to Filbert house. Slack there, weijian was there also. So they was up for the whole night for a secret mission. Haha


All this while i have been searching for a vacation job, sending out application like dk what. And it seem quite fruitless until today :D Got 3 rang up. Haha. 1 is paying 7 an hour, the other 6, the other 8-10 dollars. Thats really good, of course I am goign for the highly paid one. But gg tml for the interview for the 6dollar one for a backup with Eileen and Andrea :D

Everybody is changing after Os. More ppl started blog, and thats a good sign more blog to read. And I seldom blog hop I only read those in my link, and I read almost everyday. Haha so those are nice blog to visit if you have the time. And mroe started a relationship or close to starting one. Erhem. HAha. Making me feel more lonely and jealous only. Okay being single is good :P My sugar content is rising, soon getting diabetes. (shakeshake head)

Looking forward to tml Andrea Birthday Celebration (BBQ@CLEMHOUSE)

Will post my yearly post next year. Sum up the whole year :D Every year I have made effort to make one. Thanks faithful readers, I am almost reaching 9000 visits already. really glad that there is actl people reading my blog.