Lacking of security;
just wanted to be loved

Ramdom thoughts, and i mean real random

Have you ever thought of your future? Its time to get into deep thoughts, before you actually decides whr to go. I dont really want to continue mugging for A levels. After going through Os I know I would not be able to survive if I go JC. I know my limits. All I want to do is to get into something whr my passion lies, so I can just be devoted to it, so like I could pput my all into it, and i know I will. Choosing something whr my passion lies is my priority, but I will still decide after thinking whether it would give me a future first.

No matter how pretty or handsome you are now, it would and may just bring you 'fame' in schools, but it can never gurantee you a future. You still needs some substance so you can survive in the society. After working for several weeks, seeing so many drop outs,20plus year old working part time, I could not stop but to wonder how long could they actl survive with $6/hour? Maybe the money they earn can actl satisfy their immediate needs, but how abt later in life, when they get old, when fall seriously sick? How abt their parents, do they want them to continue working so to take care of them?

In secondary schools you will see many relationships. But I wonder when one start have they ever thought they will one day become husband and wife? And have the female ever think whether the male could actl support her in the future?

Strange that I actl have such thoughts.

Got to learn how to live my own life. Often I would find myself getting jealous of others. Esp relationship. Trying not to, but its hard. Cant help it. Got to know how great my life is, and appreciate how it is in the current state. Feel blessed. Feel bless!

Will update on 2-1 CG09 tml, when i got the picture. I support MANU but I thk Chelsea will win this season. I support Boston Celtics but I thk either Orlando Magic or LA Lakers will win. I support Roger Federer and i thk he will win! :D