Monday. Tough day, butterflies felt all over my stomach, hate this feeling. Feet getting wobbly, hands clammy. It was basketball trials, maybe I am just not suited for basketball. I guess it is the end of it, I will never play competitive basketball anymore.

No point being in a game if you do not want to be the best in it. Or for my case 'i cant'. Basketball is just a beautiful sport, not being able to play in competitive bball is not the end of the world, watching basketball games still makes my day. (:

It was NP Ambassador Interview on Monday, somehow it went smoothly. Maybe it was something I am more familiar and comfortable with, and maybe something I would enjoy and be happy in. Results will be out on Monday. 50 out of 500 odds, thats tough, but anyway I have already gave my best shot at it.