When times are hard, the more we got to hold ourselves together.

I should have less of doubts and worries, have more of trust and self assurance.
Stay dutiful and be more with the flow.
Less emotional and sensitive - contain it
Seek less attention
Having too big a pride to move forward.
To be less self-centered and care more about the people around me

p.s.   If you could feel the struggle within me ...  Give me some understanding and time, I will become a better man.