自卑心在作祟
since you dont understand, i cant bother to explain to you

sorry if i had left in the middle of the game, if i have continued to play, my hand will look more distorted now. My attitude? whats wrong, it is what i am feeling inside. Since you dont want to go tml, i just have to go myself. I seriously dont mind if you all dont celebrate my birthday together. I have nothing to say, since you dont understand me .

Venting my anger on the hard ground made my knuckles bleed. At first i dont feel much pain, but after awhile i find even hard to close my fingers up. Now I find it hardto keep it away form my mother, shyt . Using plasters to cover up my wounds and hope she doesnt ask about it. -.-

disappointment
soemtimes even your best companion fails to understand you
would this year be yet a lonely birthday again? argh nvm, i will have my own birthday cake to my own then , isnt it good.