YEARNING FOR MORE IMPROVEMENTS

Just an update on my results,
all bcos of the camp, i forget about my reportbook,i left it in my locker
Didnt expect too much from my results, cos i know i didnt give my 100% effort
What mother said made me more sad and guilty,
what she said was nvm dont give yourself too much stress i believe you've done your best
But in actl case i know didnt .
But, my results didnt disapoint my parents
they actl expect me to fail a few subjects cos i studied too late
Class ranking: 10
Level ranking: 57
Good enough, but thr is still ALOT of room for improvement

And yes a gold for napfa,
most of the ppl would thk that it will be easy for me to get a gold since i am in basketball,
but this aint the same, i had a injury on my back
it i really taking me back,
Sit and reach, it was damn hard
But yeah, i am gavin , no other ordinary ppl,haha lol
The only one, one and only, the only unique charactor

And yes i made a pact with my dad,
if i get top80 for the level ranking,
he would give me 700bucks for ipod,
hope he still keep his promise.
But i thk i have a change of mind, i want the 700bucks in my bank instead
have interest.

SIR LOANSHARK IS SUCH A NICE NAME (:

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LOSING GRIP
will you catch me if i fall?
I wished that everything is alright.

Physics paper on thursday,it turn out pretty well
At least i am having some confidence i will get a B[maybe!?]
If i can get a A ,thats even better
This i all bcos i studied to 12.30 the night before,and waking up at 5 to study again in the morningKIASUlol
Haha thanks XINYI for lending me your protractor.
LOL although i didnt use it lah.
I have been like borrowing thgs from ppl very often.
Haha

English comprehension paper today
Dun have a good feeling abt it,i am failing english all the time
I just hope for a pass.tats good enough
Its the killer subj for me

It will be soon i will collect back commontests result
It wouldnt be a good one compared to test1
DAMNDAMN,why isit so!?I studied harder this time round
pffft...

Today history lessons
The class have to put up small play and it will be assesed,it was also recorded eh
Teacher was drawing lots forwho to perform first
damndamn why shld we be the last of the 3 to perform
other can nxt week
shitshit i forget my lines
i was staring into blank space hoping to rmb
phew shawn prompt me,i a damn scared up thr
Everybody did so well only for me
But overall it was a job well doneHAHA
shawn and yongquan was entertainin,teacher was laughing too
yongqan is wearing a pinkTIE hahaha
YEAYEA

Went for training after school today
Ran 15 rounds[bigrunds]in school
Pretty tiring after such a long period without running
Training was good cos it was tiring enough
My shooting still sucks,and passings too
Is hard to chge eh.

Everyday its just gonna get better(;

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Argh i am greedy...
i want to do well in so many things
[1]STUDIES
I hope to meet all targets i set for myself
but i thk its quite impossible for me now,cos i aint studying really that much
Commontest2 just 3As its just all i want for now

[2]Basketball
Argh its depressing to know that i cant get into the team for this year[thats a fact]and maybe also nxt year
And narrh i shall be optimistic,improvement is enough!?
yea its enough(:
My shooting,my stamina,my cutting skills all those...
IMPROVEIMPROVE instantly![that will be great]LOL

[3]Student council
There is nothing much i can do now
but only constantly improving my attitude
Looking back at those time i work with my batch,its just really wrong
losing my temper,not controlling myself at times

great things dosnt come easily
lots of hardwork will be needed
okay to achiieve what i want for my academics
this will be the last time i will be infront of my computer.
I PROMISE
bye blogger see you nxt week
all i seek is just improvements(: