CAST AWAY
When I needed someone to talk to, I didnt know who to go to.Blog my only solution. Sometimes I have the feeling of dashing across the road and get bang, to end my misery. I have noone to blame cos it is myself who made up all this. I am being too ambitious, I am being too naive to believe I can do all this. I thought I alrdy had some confidant that I can go to when I meet up with some problems.
Everything kept inside just very... Just in a day I am turn into the bad guy . All I wanted was to make a day for everyone to get together. But in the end everything start turning against me. Someimtes i thought i know everyone at my fingertips, only till saturday i know i have knwo them a single bit.The feeling sucks to the core
I gave in my time. I gave in everything I could. Even it was 10pm in the night. What have I really done wrong . I have learnt my lesson. I swear I'll never do it ever.
When I needed someone to talk to, I didnt know who to go to.Blog my only solution. Sometimes I have the feeling of dashing across the road and get bang, to end my misery. I have noone to blame cos it is myself who made up all this. I am being too ambitious, I am being too naive to believe I can do all this. I thought I alrdy had some confidant that I can go to when I meet up with some problems.
Everything kept inside just very... Just in a day I am turn into the bad guy . All I wanted was to make a day for everyone to get together. But in the end everything start turning against me. Someimtes i thought i know everyone at my fingertips, only till saturday i know i have knwo them a single bit.The feeling sucks to the core
I gave in my time. I gave in everything I could. Even it was 10pm in the night. What have I really done wrong . I have learnt my lesson. I swear I'll never do it ever.
Maybe it wasnt only this that cause me to feel what I feel now. But it is what has been happening this few months that is piling inside me. Didnt get into _____ was the worst that may have happen this year and i thought i have got over it. But someone's joke made me realise that i have not. I just do not understand why is it me?
The last thing I will wish for is to get it over and done with.I need someone to let everything out. ):
