If there was a remote control to life.
it would be the best invention on earth, during the times when you are down, you can switch the time to when you were having fun with your cliques, friends, buddies.

I didnt notice that my previous post was all the memories of the past. I thk that is my habit, i will oftenly look back at the time i had fun, when I accomplish something great. But thinking about the past does not make me feel good. I dk but i always have the sourish feeling in my heart, hoping to go through it again. I guess i really miss the time with 2-1, with the councillors, with clique.

I got a post on council, got a post on 4/3, got a post on cliques. Next up will be 2/1. Thats why i like blogger, and constantly remind myself to update my blog with happy stuffs. I dont change my link, so ppl can find me. I like my link, thr is a meaning to it. Haha i guess lil ppl know. Blogger is like a journal but with pictures, is good, so you can look back at the happy memories.

Yes i break from studies, gg balling ltr. Ppl dont always cope at home, and stare at the books. Your brain doesnt work that way. Take a break and continue .(:

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TAKING A BREAK

I need a break from all those studentcouncil stuffs,
I need time to settle my thoughts,and reflect on what i have done wrong
Things is going on and on without stopping,i dont even have the space to breathe
People have been telling me what i have done wrong, i just dont feel good about that
All this comments;criticism just stacking on me,its so heavy and i doubt i can hang in thr any longer

If now ,you go and ask anybody what i am bad at
they can give you lists of it.
But if ask about the good side
I dont thk they come out with any.

PROMISES I WANT TO MAKE FOR MYSELF
1- Never ever let my emotions control over me again;no more tears;no more anger
2- Change my tone of speaking
3- Learn to fogive and forget
4- Putting myself in other people's shoe before making a decision

This will be a big challenge for me
It is definitely easier said then done
I will solve all this shit of mine before i start doing something in SC again
I keep losing my temper when a problem crop up
Maybe the best cure for me is TIME,all i need will be time,and the chance to get it right

"Life is not how hard you hit, but how hard you get hit and get up." ----BC
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