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Changes are meant to be made,not to be said
Once you have the goal in mind,you alrdy gotten all the resources you need

Just gotten back from YOUTH LEADER CAMP
It was marvellous,thr too much to say about that and i will leave it for tml post

Just havent got to say anything about MYE,
cos after we got the results on friday,we had to go for camp after that

Okay seeing the standards of this time round the papers standard,
i am pretty happy about my score alrdy
I improved for some of the subjects but for some i am real disapointed lah
Okay here are my results
ENGLISH P1 21/50
Damn it the dry spell for English is not broken for years alrdy
paper2 we still haven got back,but most probably i will fail
A-MATHS 57/80 ;A2
Woohoo didnt expected this score really,i gave me a surprise man(:
E-MATHS P1 23/40
P2 41/60
Overall: B4
hmm i shld say i am satisfied enough,cos i didnt study for this subject
CHEMISTRY P1 18/25
P2 33/55
Overall: B4
For chemistry,i thk i could do btr.Some of the terms in the paper i really dont understand,and made some careless mistake lahDAMN
PHYSICS P1 16/25
P2 27/55
Overall: C6
This paper is real hard,i actl had high expectation for physics,but is really too hard
COMBINE HUMANITIES socialstudies 21/30
geography 17/30
Overall: B4
Combine humanities is always my weakness in this year,hate it alot cos thr is so much to memerise
CORE HISTORY 23/30;A1
Although i get a A1 ,but the score just dont satisfy me at all,maybe is the time whch made me got this.I need to kknow how to plan time for history.I expected lots more for history,pft.
CHINESE P1 55/90
P2 46/70
Overall: B4
Haha it is my second time passing and is a B ,so you would know how i feel le lah.HAHA(:

So i didnt meet my overall target for MYE,
but nvm i alrdy
i thk nxt time should mug more and study earlier

APACHE ROCKS MY WORLD

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TGIF(:

It has been a full-pack week
tired,brain gonna burst into juices soon
No life,everyday come back home without change,
on my comp for songs then start studying
For some of the days ,when thr is 2paper
i just wonder if i can do well
thinking of this just makes me wanna concentrate on one paper and give up the other
This is a stupid choice i know,but i only have a bird brain huh
cant squeeze too much info.

after mondays paper,the nxt day wasnt too stress for me
Cos it is english paper,didnt study
but i still study history,made my 20pages notes
haha,shawn is clever enough to squeeze it into 14pages
but krystal was stuppid enough to print into 40pages
LOL,she even thought her printer was spoiled cos it kept printing!?

English paper was alright compared to other papers,it is considered okay
But i still feel that i have a high chance of failing
No i hope this not gg to happen again

Wednesday had geography
i gave up on it,just briefly read through
there is too many words,it just makes me want to sleep
but still the paper was not that good for me,although thr were 2question to choose from
nvm it is just over

Okay then its today
today was great with history
Started with e-maths paper,when i see the questions i know i am going to flunk
front was alright,but the back i have no idea what is it all about
pffffftttt.

History was 1hr10minutes ltr
Hahaaa use this time to studied history with shanice and deloras
I was just using them to help me memerise everything to clear all my doubts
I am blabbering non-stopLOL
History paper;
i didnt have enough time to finishDAMN
I skipped one of the question
and went on
then ltr i found out that i have spend too much time on essay question
whch i wrote 2and a half pages without leaving line,of nonsence
actl i do not know what i am writing about
and i doubt about my formatting
Psssss my weighing part can be done lots mroe btr if i had more time
I left one minute and have to finish the 6 marks question i skipped
i just wrote one inference with evidence
that means my 3marks if confirm being robbed away

Today its friday
i am longing for this day too come
thr is really no much space to breathe during mid-year
Hey this is the first time i studied for MYE
never in my 3yrs i touch a book at home to study
HAHA,thats good?

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I DONT WANT TO FACE THIS WORLD ALONE

Today's paper,
it really put me in deep shit
for the second time i studied for chinese,
just hope to meet my target but after today it seems totally impossible alrdy for chinese
i studied all the words,how to form sentence and etc
only for some words i thk will diedie will not come out ,i didnt study
pfffft,but in the end it came out
WODEMA ARGH!

PAPER1
The situational part was lots more easier for me
but the format i add one extra information to it
i hope teacher dun mind about that, or the whole format mark will be gone?!
DAMN,just treat as decoration huhLOL
For the comprehension,
ideas kept flowing through me
but hmmm i just dunno how to phrase in chinese sentence
so yah ....you shld know what will happen

PAPER2
the two comprehension are really hard
i just anyhow dump a answer on the lines seeing that the time will soon be up
DAMNDAMN
how am i gg to do well

For the multiple choice questions
it may seem easy ,cos knowing that is multiple choice
but to me all the 4answers are the same
i didnt know whch answer to put
so in the end whch one look nicer to me i put that

CHINESE PUT ME DOWN TOTALLY
i do not have a good start for this mid-year
will the up coming paper be worst?!

MONDAY
A-maths and social studies
okay socialstudies and A-maths are very hard for me
but i thk i will do just fine
just only worrying abt A-maths more

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You made me beleive that there is no true love existing

Half down,7and a half more to go
Half bcos only English paper1 is done
DAMN can time pass faster

ENGLISH PAPER1;
I believe i will not be able to break the spell of failing alrdy
my format for situational writing just put me in deep shit
I flunk it.English just not a subject for me
Even the salutation i got it wrong.
I thk writing misstham has bcome a habit of mine
i write dear misstham
but still points will not be deducted
cos it will be taken as a imaginary HOD,phew
Composition.
The question was "ESCAPE"
haha shihui wrote a story about MAS SELAMAT
guess who is mas selamat.haha its her
she wrote from the view of mas selamat
The class burst out laughing when they hear that
She was not considered out of point btw.

Chemistry;
Balancing equations is killing me
although i understand what is it about but i dk how to do
The whole lesson was about explaining teaching about B.E.
And it is coming out for mid-yearDAMN

This few days have not been going down for recess
bcos of some reasons lah
since all need to wear tie,i did not want to so i did not go for recess
its just too tight for me,even when i loosen it
i guess i will stay in class for the recess i have till i am not a councillor anymore
nobody can see me not wearing tie
so they will have nothing to say
does wearing tie determine a councillor performance?!

i am sorry that who is always persuading to wear,but i just cant make myself to do it

hope you understand

English;
today lesson was pretty okay
WOOHOO cassandra composition was the model essay of the class
i thk even she is shock when she heard her name
Teacher read out yongquan composition
from what my point of view ,its nice!?yes its nice.
but i didnt like the ending ,the mum force the dog to be put to sleepDAMN
why is it like this,canYQ please chge the ending

Maths;
okay now gg through the last chapt of it for MYE
woohoo,a little more to go
I am going to hang in there
actl maths isnt that bad, compared to languages
although at times it is pretty boring but languages are mroe boring
maths questions just makes me so concentrated that i can forget that maths lesson had end
sometimes i even hope time could be longer so i can finish every questions

Chinese;
the sheep just killing me every day
i just wonder how higher mothertongue ppl study chinese
I would rather bcome a sheepghostman[translated to chinese]LOL
She gave us tingxie
I spend my recess ytdy night to study it
but bcos IT saw so many ppl nvr study,so she say it will be a good idea to retest all
It really makes me want to kill sheeps into peices
YONGQUAN CAN YOU GIVE ME SOME OF YOUR SHEEP EYE BALLSlol

Friday will be the day
CHINESE PAPER
the paper that i dread most,hope i will not faint
This year chinese has been a 一落千丈 with the guidance of the GREAT SHEEP
OMG,i guess i have to really mug hard to get the results i want

I hope tml there is PE
will there be one,will it be cancelled bcos of MYE huh!?
hope not,had a sudden urge to play vball or maybe soccer alsoo can
it will really do me great help in relieving stress
Tml thr is float out,i hope mrKES will not come again
mrKES pls go on maternity leave