Dancing in the moonlight
you'll sing and i'll dance, the perfect match

Asshole, I have forgotten to bring my phone today. Feel like sleeping in class and msg someone to keep me awake, but i cant. Boredom in class. Maybe it is because i slept late last night, didnt pay much attention in class. Hah! I was sleeping while sitting up straight, how cool is that. And maybe because my specs turn dark because i am sitting beside the windows with the sunlight shining in, the teacher didnt spot me sleeping? :P

PE, played volleyball. :D Miss Ong join for ard 15 minutes. Yes i like the feeling of saving spikes.

Didnt do homework again. Social studies 2 essay. Damn, Ms Vijay do stunts again. Those who didnt do or didnt bring either call back home to ask someone to bring, or do it again plus copy the whole thing 3 times. Totally suck. Rush the 2 peices, only got 1 done before she left, and pyscho her saying that i just found it not that i didnt do. But for the other one still have to do 3 times. Shit lar. Yes i did it once, and went to photo- COPY it thrice. So altogether i had copy my essay thrice! Haha. Admire my cleverness.

Self study, had oral practice with mdm priya. Asshole, ppl just do it one or at most twice and they can leave. I repeated everything for 5 times. 5 times. Totally turned off. The topic that i got is really very hard. Soemthing like "how imp is your family in the society" For the other one, I finish till the conclusion, then i thought is done, then mdm priya told me i was totally off topic and ask me to do again -.- But the whole session was funny, haha

Went back to library to study with siying and clement. Saw pig, the stupid one, so you knwo who huh? Haha. Though the library was cold i was feeling damn hot, 2400000 Volts. High voltage. Damn disgusted by their jokes. Haha went to mac to eat with them and funny bus ride back home.

Will you give me the chance? :D

Got a new girlfriend.

Haha lol. Day was draggy, and the stupid NE quiz take away my PE. Asshole. I just use my tikam skill and finish the quiz the earliest, actl it was a game, a lame one. It is like age of empire, but instead of building a army, you build singapore. Went Pe striaght after that.

Haha clique got a new clapping style. 'Piak' Joke lar, i learnt from them during recess.

Getting really tired after recess, again i cant get to sleep ytdy, was rolling and turning. Wanted to fall asleep, but amazingly i didnt. Took a nap while others have their lunch, thanks bangalah for your delivery.

Self-study. Fruitful one, finish chemistry paper both paper 1 and 2 in that 2hours plus. Haha fast right? Haha i find the answers pretty standard, so i wrote quite fast. But maybe it is bcos it is a 2002 paper.

Went jp with agnes, filbert, weijian, clement, siying. I've got to know actl our clique for a chairman and a vice-chairchairman (there is no typo error). Chairman, agnes. V-chairchairman, clement. Haha, he need 2 chairs. Lol

Will be getting my ninja specs in 2days time. But i dont think i will wear on LCD :/ Hah! My blog hits have been reaching 80, for 2 consecutive day. :P Averaging 60 a day! Haha. Ey i didnt refresh it myself okay, i am not so lame.

Got to study for tml chemistry spa. Goodluck to those taking pure chemistry. (:

The choice is in my hands :D

No point being upset by the things i cant control isnt it? But sometimes it just will. :/ But who cares, I am not sad now.

Some funny events this week. Biggest joke of the week. Physics Spa Skill 3 in the lab, on friday. Someone in our class manage to break a boiling real early . Then ltr a second one followed soon after that. Mr Ng wasnt angry but instead gave a consoling comment to our class " Dont worry, just dont break 4-5 record of six boiling tube" But something unexpected happened. Though our class cant break the record of 6 boiling tubes, we broke the school history, we are first to break a lab bench (the chair) I wonder how James broke that chair, it must have took him alot of effort. Haha. Instead of asking how was his butt feeling, all the girls went over and laugh at him. Lol. Thats how kind my class can be at times.

This whole week have been all around speech writing, for English. Its interesting compared to report writing and proposals. So we was asked to write a conclusion for our speech. Next, Mdm Priya ask for volunteers. So it was my group and Selina's. Damn i shouldnt have gone up. okay i must say that this is a group work not a solo one.

O'levels are a key milestone to our future. Students and teachers could work closely to bring out the best in us. (RUDE!) After today's sharing session, I am confident (use hope instead) that it would bring about significant improvements (there would be improvement) in students learning thereafter achieveing remarkable results. Indeed change may not occur in a short span of time, but i believe with constant hardwork and dedication from both teachers and students we will reap what we sow. May the sweet fruits of our labour be ours soon .Thank you.

So ours became a bad example for our class instead. And I thk mdm priya thinks that i have done it alone so she keep giving sarcatic comments. Okay let you see the other group one, the model conclusion

The present students play an important role in Singapore's development we belive with cooperation between teachers and students, we will see marked improvement in results. hope that teachers would reconsider alternative teaching methods , in order to furthur stretch students' potential. I am truly hounoured to have been able to share our views on behalf of the student body. (polite)

So mdm priya said this to the class " Class, it is good that now you have both a good and a bad examples on the board (of course she was staring at the peice from my group) Lol .

Just came back from grandma house. Oh yes, my grandma is good to cooked my favourte dish everytime i go visit her. :D Chilli prawns. It is damn nice, i swear, though i dont like spicy stuff, i like her chilli prawn. And i dont mind drinking 2 cans of coke after that. :P Haha. Hah, my big aunt strike lottery again, another auntie from the previous, this time the first prize. Yes! Going for meal at a restaurant soon. I yearn for more good food. Haha. Glutton.

Watched Freaky Friday on channel 5, nice show. I like the romance in the story. It is funny how a mother get to understand her daughter after a change of body and mind. It is a show by lindsay lohan. If lindsay lohan becomes my mother, it will be damn cool. Haha.

Its better to have some hope left, than to know the truth

Day is getting longer. Body going against me. Slight fever 38.5degrees, hah hope this continue so i can dont go to school. But dont thk will happen, I seem to recover pretty fast whenever i fall ill. Have yet to see the doctor, but i have ate a pandol-fast relieve, haha.

Back to normal self! Laughing away in class. I cant keep myself sad or angry for a long period of time, i find it tiring. And that shld not be the way life is, live your life with a smile. Morning started unexpectedly with an assembly. When the annoucement was made, everybody was jumping and clapping cos it meant that chinese lesson is cancelled .

But went down and get thrashing instead. Miss Tham! It is not in any way motivating, it got us mroe depressed instead. Her face was totally f. I am more paid mroe attention on finding her neck instead of her trashing. Haha. Kidding. That was what shawn told me. Jokes. Miss Tang continue ltr on, hers was loooots more better

English . Haha i was smiling my way through out the whole lesson. And mdm priya goes " Gavin can you stop smiling. I am not interested, neither am i aroused nor intrigue by it" And she gave that look, Haha. Her english lesson was interesting. Her sarcastic comments and looks just keep me awake. :P

Mr Woon is absent from school today, and so will he for the next 2 days. Free period instead.

Self study today, was taken over by Social studies remedial and Geog mapping. Tiringgg. Hope tml weijian will play ball in school. I dyingly want to BALL ! (:

Missing ":P" on my phone. The prank calls.

Slowly. Controlling. Restricting.

Get into sleep only at ard 2am. My 2am equals to other ppl 4am. I seldom sleep so late, I just cant get myself to sleep. Flip and turn on my bed, and eventually became tired.

Slowly getting back to my normal self. Using studies to numb myself, blasting music exceptionally loud. Hah this can actl stop me from thinking of other things. I dont believe one can forget abt something so quickly? So I time will be the remedy!

Lesson is extremely long today, and i didnt sleep early the previous night. Thought today i am gg to fall dead in class. Manage to get through the lessons without sleeping, but i was pratically day dreaming for almost an hour during English.

Today lesson wasnt that boring, chemistry we had to carry out our experiment we made. Haha i made a mess on my bench. I guess i wasnt a good bench partner, i was stealing things from gladwin. Not stealing lar, i did ask. He is good to borrow me the things. In the end he had to get the things himself again. Haha.

Feeling the sense of urgency for physics already. I started doing assesments, and asking question for physics. Yes! Finally i am getting back on track.

Recess didnt eat much again, the food isnt nice, and i have no appetite. Treat as a diet (: I am gettng fatter each day

English for the last 2 hours. Just when the lesson was about to start, i was almost falling asleep. But Mdm Priya is funny. Haha. She said this sentence " Stephanie, you thk you funny? Ey it rhymes " and everybody laughs. Today was all about speech writing. At last something diff from report wrting , compo, compre.

Self-study have started. Stayed back till 4pm to self study. Did physics. I finish a 100 questions, it wasnt easy by the way.

When you're gone, the peices of my heart is missing you

Back aching like mad. Old injury back again. Will have a torturing this few days. You will see me sitting up straight. Luckily i still have the painkiller at home. Hope in recover soon. Not fun at all, i cant even bend down to get things. Maybe bend abit.

Had a bad morning. Skipped the morning. Back to normal self after PE. PE was fun, played with bangalah only, cos the others didnt change into their attire. Yes i have found the touch. Haha. Lol. Time just passes so fast when it is PE

Recess next. Yeah clique reunion, 11 ppl sat togetehr for recess. Only 1 wasnt there, clement lah. Diarrhea. Didnt eat during recess, didnt have the appetite. Clique sang a loud loud birthday song for filbert. Haha 16 year old alrdy. Yeah NC16 shows. Kept the birthday cake for lunch.

Ss to end the boring day, didnt do my homework. Damn it. I isnt as nerd as most think, i dont do my homework :P Stupid teacher, ask me to stay back and do 2 ESSAYS! Copy lo, it was her who ask me to copy, not i wnat to copy. Haha

Actl wanted to go home, but just as i was to step out of the school, i heard duqun calling me. I haven eat the cake. Went to eat the cake. Waited for zhiye first. Haha cut the cake, everybody had to use the board of the box to eat, i got the plate and the knife to scoop the cake. Haha even filbert wasnt an exception.

Ytdy, got to go out. Went to visit marcus with eileen siying clement. Clement was damn late. In the mean while, talked to sy and eileen, haha I am not despicable to go ask her. And i will never ask. Talk about relationship, they are both jokers.

Clement came 30minutes after we reached, went to marcus house for dinner. Brought some fruits. Forget to buy a shoe! Haha. If you didnt know, marcus have just gone for a knee injury, send him a msg (: Played with jojo. Jojo is marcus dog. I thk jojo like me huh? She keep following me ley, climb on to my leg somemore.

Watch some R rated stuff at marcus room, lol joking lar. Actl is ghost movie. Went for blog hopping , while clement play with marcus leg. Went home ard 930pm . Bus back with clement and siying. I like big light bulb ley. Their conversation make my goosebums stand. Heeehee.

Marcus rest well (: Hope to see you in school soon.


I didnt break up with you bcos i like someone else. I gave it up, cos I thought i wasnt being a good boyfriend.And it suck big time, when you use those words on me.

If you happen to be a Carbonate, find Sodium to fall in love in. Never get someone like Copper. Then you will be a unbreakable couple like Sodium Carbonate.

Just being lame. Day was good. Find chinese listening compre rubbish. Actl you can finish the whole paper before the 'story' was played. I believe the paper is testing our common sense? I tried this method while doing some chemistry sums. Guess what, i got 9 out of 10 right! For the O'level one have to listen ley, still got 9 out of 10.

It was maths, but became chemistry for me. Mr Woon is busy with his own stuff, so it was free period, took out chemistry and started doing. I find Chemistry easy now. Not really that easy, but i should say comfortable doing chem.

PE next, yes. Wasnt what all expected, height and weight, but it was free games. Miss Ong was good and said it was bcos it was after our exams. Played vball with bglhs. Fun ley. More like a killing-each-other session. Haha

Chemistry, miss ong gave 8 years of paper.Thats alot, but thats gonna be good practice. Got a disgusting file that deloras have chosen. Haha

I was tired really tired after recess maybe bcos of PE, nearly fall asleep during history. Controlling myself. SS was free lesson, VJ wasnt in school, so did our own stuffs. Mr Lim came in, the trainee. I found a habit of my class when we do not knwo the name of the teacher. We would greet in this manner. Lol

Teacher: Good morning class
Class: Good morning Mrrrrrrr
Teacher: Lim!
Class: Lim!

Okay thats funny to me, maybe not to you :P

LONGSHOT

Commontest, flunked totally again. Let it be a wake up call. I thk there is no more commontest, the next would be Prelims i guess. No more time to make mistakes. Time to brush up on all the subjects, so i will do well

Today woke up at 7am, had to drag myself out from bed. Bcos of someone , i slept late. Haha i cant sleep after 1030 if i have to wake up early the next morning. Bought Mcdonalds for breakfast. History started at 8am gone through essay writing. It was by chance i didnt do well the last commontest, and just nice MsLappen wanted to give remedial lessons for those who didnt do well. How lucky.

Ended lessons so went for council meeting for awhile. Haha and i was alrdy late for tuition. Rushed down for tuition. But teacher was later than me. If you didnt knwo the teacher teach me chemistry,physics, A-maths. Haha i like her so i requested for her. I nearly for asleep in her lesson, too tired

Tml i am going to have her lesson again.

though it is just another word in your msg, it made feel so happy . Haha 'darling/dear '.

THE EMPTINESS HURTS

Today felt weird, the emptiness made me moody. I didnt know why i did that, maybe cos i care about your feelings. This few days having lessons till 5pm, it simply just drain off all my energy. Monday is remedial for A-math, Tuesday is remedial for sciences, Thursday is remedial is humanities. So almost all the days, it end at 5. -.-

Haha i like my remedial teachers, Mr Lee, he is joker. Mr Tan, yeah he can teach and he is so much btr than Mr Ng. But for Chemistry , i got Miss Lim.

I guess everybody is having Facebook-Pet Society craze now. Haha even Weijian is playing this lame game now. It is quite fun actl. Sending 50 apples,pears,onions,celery to Filbert is fun, haha filling his whole house with gift.

Finally tml is Friday, the only 'short' day in the week. Looking forward to tml, tml after school i thk i will be gg to support B'girls game with weijian,filbert and clement.

I hope. I hope. I hope. Time is what we need (:

Moments with you, is the moment i treasure

Slept at ard 1am last night. And i have to wake up at 6am the next day. Actl wanted to buy Mcdonalds for my breakfast, but find it troublesome to walk thr so went to 7-11 instead. Haha i guess i am too hungry, so i bought a whole loaf of chocolate bread to school, and orange juice.

Reach school early, so i just waited ard. The library was open soon after and everybody went in. Miss Lappen was late. Lesson afterwards was boring, my eyes was open yet my attention was not on the slides. Haha i was eating the bread when missLappen is teaching. Everybody first reaction was "Wah, gavin you bring a loaf of bread to school" But i am goo dto share with the people ard

After history, was A-maths. Actl i catch no-balls. So i everything was boring

Physics next, everybody was tired, nobody was paying attention i believe. But still i was listening, manage to clear some of my doubts. 4 hours of lesson just tiring,boring. After all lesson went to KFC, yeah release stress by eating

31 days just pass so fast. Times with you just memorable.

holidays just aint holidays :/

On the path of love, taking each step with faith and trust

Hey ppl i have updated the links, anybody still have change of links?

Finally some motivation to study today, maybe it was bcos i slept early the previous night. Haha. Though today was a long day, i didnt feel a little bit of tired. Can you believe i was awake for the whole day? And i was good enough to buy my partner a pack of chocolate to keep her awake, but apparently she finish at the first lesson.

The psychoing session by MissTang and Miss Jenny Ng, is making me reaaaaally aware of when is o'level and making me know that i should start studying now. The atmosphere of the whole sec4 and 5 level is getting tenser. I guess that is a good sign? Positive stress in everyone.

I have been isolating myself from the others during chinese lesson, so i dont get distracted. I was really paying attention to chinese just hoping for a B for O's, i will be so grateful for it already.

I am actl getting back to my old-self cos sec1 camp is over.No more late nights. I believe most teacher could notice it. All the teachers were asking me if i a still having anything on hand, will i still be busy, cos they were afriad that i am getting off the path. Adding on, most of the teachers were asking me to stop everything i have in council and basketball. And yeah i am done with everything i have, so i will put my hand off everyhting else that is coming up, o's are first .

These few days i have been looking forward to english lessons, i dk why. Maybe it gives me the sense of satisfaction upon finishing one compo, or seeing my results for comprehension. Sometimes, just being able to answer the question of Mdm Priya i feel super happy. Just like today, i just happen to answer Mdm Priya, i guess it was pure luck haha, dont tell her. Compo period is over, now compre. I dk abt others, but i prefer compo, cos it is more free, i can let my ideas flow freely

Holidays are coming. Woohoo. But almost everyday i will gg back to school for extra lesson. I shall thk positive, it is for my 5As. haha. Ides of march are coming too, time with ttg,lizard,clique. I am gg to do my shopping soon, for my haivannas,bag, and some new clothes. Haha get jealous ppl. Haha

Thanks lizard for your brownies on that day. Haha. My mum actl got a bite on your handmade brownie and she said was nice . Haha . But i told her is i make one :P Tml morning i will give you a surprise (:

FOR YOU I WILL
dreaming to be with you.

Long day today, but still manage to stay awake for the lessons. Haha. Went to jp in search for something with weijian and filbert. Nahhh didnt find what i want, how? I have to save up money, why cant money drop from the sky. I hope i can pull through this 2 weeks of no recess , lunch jianfei.Or maybe i will bring sanwich to school .Looking forward to that day.

Got myself several assesments, physics, chemistry, english. I am really scared of O' lvls. I hope i got the time to do the it. I am currently procastinating my homework.

Saturday, celebration of Siying birthday. Sunday tuitions.Grrr i am really in need of a wallet, and a ear peice which i just lost recently. ):

Il aime Lizard :)
haha lol. I have never understand how's the feeling of loving someone till now.

Haha school today passes very fast. I think it was bcos Mr Woon was not in school, so we missed 2hours of maths , which means we left with 2hours of actual lesson. Talking cock with cassandra, krystal and shawn, then ltr played bingo. Damn it i have never win, only till the last two game i won. We was to draw out 5 columns of 5rows then fill in 25 numbers in ramdom order, it will go round, everybody is to say out a number. So to win you have to form 5 lines. In the last few games we decided to exchange the paper, haha so mine should be pass to cassandra, haha so i sabo her, i drew it super small. Haha lol. Then the second time, i didnt wrote '5' but i wrote '26' so when someone shouted 5 she was asking why she cant find, then ltr i joked with her why her paper have '26'. Lol

Shawn then ask us to find a cat in the 2 dollar note, indeed thr was. Ppl try finding it in your 2dollar note, if you have found tell me. Haha it just mean that you are suoer clever. And can you find the SMALLEST word in the 2dollar note? it is not the word yusof ishak btw, it is way too big then the smallest so try finding. And can you find a old man holding a walking stick? all these things could be found in a 2dollar note, so ppl once you got the time take out a 2dollar note you have and try finding. Haha

English, haha. Got back Compo test result. It was considered good for me. Several ppl failed the paper and will most probably be banded, but dont be disheartened thr is always next time. Mdm priya marked really strict this time round, so the highest as only 19/30 , i got 16/30. And i got a NOT BAD[comment] given by Mdm Priya, it isnt easy to get such a comment from Mdm Priya actl, so i was pretty glad though i only got 16. She said that my story was creative ey, haha. Next time i will try to do btr.

Ohh Physics, i was sleeping through out. So i knew nothing. Pssss.. i cannot sleep anymroe from the first lesson of Mr Ng i am sleeping till now. I knew nothing about what he teach, not a single thing and common test is coming up in 2 weeks time. -.-

After school had training, train for awhile and went to suppor girls match. The result was disapointing. But i thk thy have alrdy give it their best, nobody wished for that ending. Dont be discourage B'girls thr is still a next match. All the best for the next B'boys and B'girls match.(:

In the evening , went to ball at marcus house with maryann,jiawen,julia,marcus and co. Thr was a fat guy who love to act so much, love to give elbows, and is so smelly, that we play with. For two match we played with him, we won both. Haha , after that nobody wants to play with him alrdy. Haha everybody shoot damn accurately, burn him like siao. Lol. Heeee shall ball another day, it will be fun. (: