Apologetic;

and really I am

I thk our relationship really does cost so much more than just a few misunderstanding, conflicts. Clement call was just an wake up call, and to get me thinking of what it really meant to be a clique. Guilt felt. :/ I wonder how could I get down this flight of stairs which i created . I am sorry.

I saw a 3 quarter pants at Vol.ta @ Cathay, and i really like it. But unfortunately on that day, the nets machine was spoiled so i didnt manage to buy it. Mama. It is really nice, but it is gonna be a change of dressing style for me.

I was just telling some, about my my wardrobe mission, revamp my wardrobe. No more t-shirts and pants. Maybe t-shirt but maybe not those normal ones, with prints on always. I really look forward to, but it gonna take time, cos it takes money to do that :P Gonna earn slowly and buy slowly, I am being too spendthrift these few days. Looking forward, cooolio .

Oh no, going through a cycle. Work at 3pm, leave home at 1 plus, get my lunch@ habour front center then up the Mount Faber to Jewel Box. Reach at 3pm, punch in card, slack all the way till 7pm, unless thr is utensils to be wipe lah. Start real work ard 7pm , end at 12am or maybe 1am. But i still find thr a nice place to work, cos of the ppl thr.

Oh yah thr was a family of caucasians. Haha then all was like "Did you see that? " Haha lol pretty girls. Then all was like trying to go and serve them. Too bad I was a runner, couldnt do serving. :P

Yes , there was a time, there came a japanese couple. The man actl ask whr is the light show(which meant a huge beautiful christmas tree with lights and it really look magnificent) , but it was alrdy 1110pm which meant the last show at 11pm was over. So we actl ask him to come over tml, but his reply was " Oh, cos she(the girlfriend) is going back Japan tml" . Sweet right, he actl bring the gf specially up the mount for a surprise just before she leave but they actl missed it. and they went off disapointed. :/

My workplace is cool. haha. If anyone is willing to work on cny, you can actl ask me for the job.

I like blasting music when it is all silent in the night when i get back home, chill out. :) And now i sleep almost 3 am almost eveyrday. :/ haha i like singing to myself, haha i never tell ppl i like singing cos i know it sucks :P

And yeah did i tell you I got a Piggy Bank with lock! So i gave my key to my mother, so every time if i didnt finish spending my pocket money i will put it inside, i thk thr is 100 bucks inside haha, the fruits after 1 and a half month, hardwork lah. I promise my mother every 2 months i will open once, and then put the money abck into bank. I like tong-ing money inside. Haha.

Actl to ensure i put money inside,I actl put a quarter of my daily pocket money inside first before starting the day. So no matter ltr how i regret, that i have not enough money to spend, the money will still be inside, haha, that's a strategy

Oh no, time to go for work. See yall soon. Hope teammates are really gg back on friday for a basketball game :D

BE A HAPPY MAN!

Just cant turn away;
its reality.

What's life if there isn't working and only playing
What's life if there was only happy and no sad
What's life if there was only me and no you
Everything would be so meaningless.

Some things is troubling me all this while. Maybe only just 2. One for which is really personal that i shall not share, and I only told it to one person. The other one was just about friends, having some problems. There is 2 options to walk away from the group, and let time be the solution. Or to stay ignorant to all these things that is happening. I guess i would go for the first option. It is not good to have hatred multiplying within you, but I just cant help it, but to hate that person.

All this while I had been doing my shopping, orchard is not a place for me, it is a maze! But thanks to yong and agnes I found my way out, haha i actl called for their help. :P Apparently i finish all the shops that town has. Ion, Far East, Isetan, Wheelock, Borders, Vivocity, Cineleisure, Heerens. 6 hours of shpping non-stop. Spend abt 140 bucks on a bag, 150 bucks on topman, 10 bucks on accessories, 50 bucks on some other stuffs. I spend alot :P Feeling bad, I shall work more to eanr it back.

Yeah! I got topman membership. And just want to say, their service at topman is really really good. despite me being so irritating, having to tried almost every piece of apparels they have, and not buying, they still serve me patiently. I am not that bad actl, i still buy eventually, and even spend 150 bucks lah!

My next destination wold be bugis and queensway and i shall end my shopping quest. It is really shiok to spend money, use your card. Buttttt ltr when you know you have to work to earn back the money, the feelign sucks.

Okay my new year resolutions (comfirmed one), I shall keep the list short, so that I can really adhere to.
1. Be vulgarities free, big challenge but i am willing to do anything to get rid of this really bad habit.
2. No cab unless really, really and really lost
3. No throwing anger on anyone, esp family. Yes I have to learn to seek for solution, be patient, control my emotion.
4. I got this, inspired by clem and sy, i thought was pretty good, to save my first 2000 bucks in bank.
Alright I shall keep it at 4. That will be good. :D

Tml there is 4/3 class gathering @ sentosa, if i can wake up most probably i will go. I actl specially take leave so i can go out wiht them. But i dk, cos it is alrdy 3 am now. see how tml.

EVERYTHING'S GONE BY NOW

Weather forecast for today, rainy-cloudy
Today had training in the morning, woke up in the mornining found out that i am late and is raining. Bcos it is raining i know that thr would be a possibility that i would be late for training cos thr wouldnt be any bus. As what i expected all the bus left my stop cos it full. Haha, just nice marcus called if i want to take cab. So waited for clovis ca to come fetch us. Waited for 20minutes, then i know that clovis cant get a cab, so i told marcus to wait for me while i get a cab. When i was in the middle of the road, a car zoom pass and the water splash. tsk. My pants was all wet.

Haha i was clever enough to get a cab.Went to fetch marcus making a u-turn . After that had to fetch clovis we had to u-turn another round.When we told the taxi driver that he had to make a turn his reply was "WALAU' . wth what stupid attitude was that by a taxi driver.Soon we got clovis on the cab and we cab to school . We was late of course, but phew coach didnt scold. And i found out i didnt bring socks

Raining, this meant physicals. 60 rounds of canteen, last 15 round jump bench. Very tiring, my flu still have not recover properly, so i cant breathe properly. somemore no socks, super incomfortable, i was walking at the back for a few time . But i still finish my run.(:

Had to do some runs with the medicine ball. Haha i found it easier putting in the jersey, haha can run much faster this way. The medicine isnt that heavy actl. Haha played monkey also, the most part of training today.At the end of the training, instead of shouting Jurong Ho Ho Ho, we shouted Merry Christmas. Haha lol .

After training went to Jp with Marcus, Weijian, Nicholas, Justin, Clovis, Zhengming , went to eat at kopitiam. Afetr lunch only left me weijian and marcus, went to walk around. Haha marcus treat dessert, haha thanks marcus.

Went home to sleep, after the walk, it was just for 15mintues have to wake up again. Had to meet weijian and wenjie at jp again. Haha we made this promise, who late will be the one treating dinner. So for today, dinner is on weijian.Haha . When he reach went in to jp to meet wenjie and went to shop for weijian clothing.Weijian is a blackman, not batman but blackman. He could only say yes to black shirts. Walked several shops before we decide for dinner. Eating again. Ate at LaiLai [the beef ] , pretty expensive so decided to pay ourself, we good huh weijian.But the GST still on him . Ltr dessert at another shop, same shop as whr marcus treated, again the GST was on weijian.Haha. Had a fun time with them (:

Super tired, goodbye world (: