jus came back from the match....
very de @#%$%$ wit myself...
i jus cant do wat some ppl can do!!!
i had like 11 free throws
and i only get in one!!!!+X
i jus sometimes feeling like scolding myself vulgarities...
[but i thk ppl will thk tat i am crazy]

i feel like a stupid person in the court
ppl tel me:weh u see some ppl open u dun pass
sometimes is i really nvr see larrrr......
wat u wan me to do?!?!?Can i rewind back the time?!?!
shooting the free throws[somethg jus keep flashing through my mind....]
AIRBALL AIRBAll........
haiii ,every shot i had i had totally no confidence in myself....
cos this word'AIRBALL' is alrdy carve deeply in my heart
i told this to Xperson
Xperson:u shldnt thk abt this......u shld shoot and let it go in so ppl will shut their mouth
i thk u r one of the person lah?!?!......if u ppl nvr keep using this thg to keep teasing me....
............will i be like this?!?!
i keep cutting into the opponent defence cos i scared to shoot
but i had free throws instead
i cant get the free throws in!!!
then i tot of passing in to the zhongfeng.......but get intercepted

then u ppl tel me wat
if only the thgs i do the ball will go in
then ppl will not say anythg.........
but i thk this wldnt happen to me
i guess sitting on the bench is much more better for me?!?!?!
basketball jus not my game
hated myself y didnt i went to bball earlier........?!?!
SOme ppl head is jus getting bigger and bigger each day!?!?
haiii........i dunno wat to say to my teammates

whenever i speak to them i sought of can predict wat they will say to me?!?!?!
nothing good will come out from their mouth
they cld jus either suan me or tease me?!?!?!?
i am jus like this.........
haiiii..........
i jus couldnt link to my teammmates i guess?!?!