Jus wonder where my 'confident' fly to!??!
whatever i do last time i will sure had confidence in myself
but now in court......nomatter how hard i search for
IT JUS DO NOT APPEAR!!!!

nomatter how ppl encourage me ......
it jus dosent make make a difference in me
i thk i'll jus make the person who talk to me vomit blood...
haiii.........guess i am suppose to be like this forever!??!?!
I WAN TO SEE A CHANGE IN MYSELF!!!!
BUT HOW?!?!?!HOw!?!?!?!?
but i am still very grateful to those ppl who encourages me.....

Later there is another game .....
siannnnn=L.........

[the song]
.....always tot that i am strong enough.....
but sometimes i can felt tat i hus wanna give up
you came and change my whole world now.......