Do you know how much I want a place to shout all the unhappiness out?
How much I yearn for a shoulder to cry on?
You know how much I want to hug my parents and tell them all my unhappiness; but i could not, i would just make them worry more for me .

Graduation exam dont seem to turn out well though I alrdy put in hardwork the feeling sucks. I thought today will be a chance for a breather, to release stress, but i thk maybe balling does not always help release stress. There is exception

The expectation of my play is there. But my ability does not allows me to. This builds up the fustrations in me. Maybe i should just quit balling, my attitude sucks, I cant even tolerate myself so how could others? Sorry to people. :X

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I got so much kept inside, but I just do not know how to express. :X Maybe i just need some time on my own to chill out.

Ignore me, I am just not in the right state of mind. I am afriad I everything will just go beyond what I can manage and i would just ... Save me from this mess, someone?