The feeling is so surreal;

Kind of patched up with tuition teacher. Lol. So it was 6 hours of tuition today, hah she offered to helped me on my physics. She claimed that my physics was like shit, and only divine help could save me. Haha the scond part of the statement is I make up one lar, but she did said something like that.

It was Amaths drilling session for the first half of the day, then later Physics drilling at 4.30pm. I started at 9.30am, and i studied all the the way till 6.45pm. I cant believe it myself.

Will have to chase back some time with this week. Seems like a short time but i will make full use of it. Will take some time out to rest, hah i am not that hard core.

Wanting too much of perfection at times, that make things really screwed up, in relationships, in school results. It made me look demanding, unreasonable, stubborn at times. I hate it this way, but i guess it is my character, something within me that is hard to change. It brings me alot of stress that is too much for me to handle. Is there a medicine to neutralise it?

I have to learn how to see the beauty in imperfection. And appreciate the things the way it is. I cant be forcing thing to happen all the time, go with it then.

I WANT A NEW BASKETBALL!