How to be happy ? To feel sad first ;

Balling in the afternoon before working is a bad choice, felt damn tired during work. It was pretty last minute, went some where ard Weijin house to ball. The sun was a killer. Balled with Wj and some sec3. I was quite desperate to ball, though it was just 2 hours before work i went to ball. So ball for an hour and I had to leave. Screw work!

Quickly bathe and went for work. Shyt. Was late by just several minutes and the shuttle bus went off alrdy. So I had to cab up Mount Faber, if not i will be late :/ Punched in my card, ate a burger and started work.

Slack to the max! Everyday I will reach workplace at 5pm/ 4pm , nothing to do, so slack all the way till 6pm for roll call. Roll call for 30 minutes, following after that would be break for 45 minutes, then start work. That would mean 3 hours paid without working (btw you would be paid for the breaks you take) . It is really boring. Busy time would be ard 6.30pm, then work all the way till 11pm.

Lol, then you would see at 10.15pm everyone start to go and change, at 10.45pm you would see everyone stationed at the punching card machine waiting for it to reach 10.55pm , to punch out. So everyday there is only 4 hours of real work. When you get 8 hours of pay. :P

So that is my work @ Jewel Box.

Reality robs ppl off passion. You may like doing this but knowing that you will not be able to earn enough, and survive in the future society, people tend to give up the dreams they have since young. What a sad world or maybe should I say pratical world. Passion slowly fades, dreams dashed - thats the power of money in the world.I once thought following what you like doing (passion) is the most important in whatever I do, but now, I find that I cant totally rely on that, I will be doom if I am really thinking that way. I wonder if I am the only one thinking this way. I am slowly losing what I really like doing, and myself :/