Apologetic;

and really I am

I thk our relationship really does cost so much more than just a few misunderstanding, conflicts. Clement call was just an wake up call, and to get me thinking of what it really meant to be a clique. Guilt felt. :/ I wonder how could I get down this flight of stairs which i created . I am sorry.

I saw a 3 quarter pants at Vol.ta @ Cathay, and i really like it. But unfortunately on that day, the nets machine was spoiled so i didnt manage to buy it. Mama. It is really nice, but it is gonna be a change of dressing style for me.

I was just telling some, about my my wardrobe mission, revamp my wardrobe. No more t-shirts and pants. Maybe t-shirt but maybe not those normal ones, with prints on always. I really look forward to, but it gonna take time, cos it takes money to do that :P Gonna earn slowly and buy slowly, I am being too spendthrift these few days. Looking forward, cooolio .

Oh no, going through a cycle. Work at 3pm, leave home at 1 plus, get my lunch@ habour front center then up the Mount Faber to Jewel Box. Reach at 3pm, punch in card, slack all the way till 7pm, unless thr is utensils to be wipe lah. Start real work ard 7pm , end at 12am or maybe 1am. But i still find thr a nice place to work, cos of the ppl thr.

Oh yah thr was a family of caucasians. Haha then all was like "Did you see that? " Haha lol pretty girls. Then all was like trying to go and serve them. Too bad I was a runner, couldnt do serving. :P

Yes , there was a time, there came a japanese couple. The man actl ask whr is the light show(which meant a huge beautiful christmas tree with lights and it really look magnificent) , but it was alrdy 1110pm which meant the last show at 11pm was over. So we actl ask him to come over tml, but his reply was " Oh, cos she(the girlfriend) is going back Japan tml" . Sweet right, he actl bring the gf specially up the mount for a surprise just before she leave but they actl missed it. and they went off disapointed. :/

My workplace is cool. haha. If anyone is willing to work on cny, you can actl ask me for the job.

I like blasting music when it is all silent in the night when i get back home, chill out. :) And now i sleep almost 3 am almost eveyrday. :/ haha i like singing to myself, haha i never tell ppl i like singing cos i know it sucks :P

And yeah did i tell you I got a Piggy Bank with lock! So i gave my key to my mother, so every time if i didnt finish spending my pocket money i will put it inside, i thk thr is 100 bucks inside haha, the fruits after 1 and a half month, hardwork lah. I promise my mother every 2 months i will open once, and then put the money abck into bank. I like tong-ing money inside. Haha.

Actl to ensure i put money inside,I actl put a quarter of my daily pocket money inside first before starting the day. So no matter ltr how i regret, that i have not enough money to spend, the money will still be inside, haha, that's a strategy

Oh no, time to go for work. See yall soon. Hope teammates are really gg back on friday for a basketball game :D

BE A HAPPY MAN!

How to be happy ? To feel sad first ;

Balling in the afternoon before working is a bad choice, felt damn tired during work. It was pretty last minute, went some where ard Weijin house to ball. The sun was a killer. Balled with Wj and some sec3. I was quite desperate to ball, though it was just 2 hours before work i went to ball. So ball for an hour and I had to leave. Screw work!

Quickly bathe and went for work. Shyt. Was late by just several minutes and the shuttle bus went off alrdy. So I had to cab up Mount Faber, if not i will be late :/ Punched in my card, ate a burger and started work.

Slack to the max! Everyday I will reach workplace at 5pm/ 4pm , nothing to do, so slack all the way till 6pm for roll call. Roll call for 30 minutes, following after that would be break for 45 minutes, then start work. That would mean 3 hours paid without working (btw you would be paid for the breaks you take) . It is really boring. Busy time would be ard 6.30pm, then work all the way till 11pm.

Lol, then you would see at 10.15pm everyone start to go and change, at 10.45pm you would see everyone stationed at the punching card machine waiting for it to reach 10.55pm , to punch out. So everyday there is only 4 hours of real work. When you get 8 hours of pay. :P

So that is my work @ Jewel Box.

Reality robs ppl off passion. You may like doing this but knowing that you will not be able to earn enough, and survive in the future society, people tend to give up the dreams they have since young. What a sad world or maybe should I say pratical world. Passion slowly fades, dreams dashed - thats the power of money in the world.I once thought following what you like doing (passion) is the most important in whatever I do, but now, I find that I cant totally rely on that, I will be doom if I am really thinking that way. I wonder if I am the only one thinking this way. I am slowly losing what I really like doing, and myself :/

Busy few days. But still enjoying myself. Like what Siying said: Everyday would still be holiday as long as you enjoy your work. It is not a working week for me. On Saturday, it was mannafest. On Sunday, work at Conrad. And today, went back for training.

Mannafest was enjoyable. With my captain's ball team coming in at 2nd runner up. Due to the body size of our grp we thought we may just lose it all. But we didnt give up, losing to only one team, fare pretty well knowing that other grps have big and tall ppl. And WeiChiang increases my eargerness to learn guitar. :P Will take some time out to go and learn maybe sometime next year. :D Ate dinner , played games, and thats all for the day.

Having morning shift on Sunday. Work at 9am, meeting everyone at 7am. Went there for breakfast and started work. My hair created alot of uneccessary trouble for me :/ But still manage to solve it in the end. Actl we shouldnt be working for more than 12 hours, but in the end we work all the way till 12am. It is a total of 15hours! Shagged, went home with the free transport reach home only at 3.

And I nearly died that day. Seriously. You know the speech stand? It nearly topple over me, and the conrad speech stand weighs a ton, if it was on me, my limbs would be crush. But at the nick of time someone gave a helping hand, phew. Thanks :) There are really nice ppl in your workplace, it just takes some effort to notice them.

I've been the superman of the day at work. I was carrying a tray filled with condiments. And the tray is actl big enough to cover the sight of mine on the ground. And I was walking pretty fast due to the lack of time. And i didnt know there was a trolley under me with a tray of teacups, and a tripped over. I save the condiments instead of my legs. Luckily nothing spill over, but i got a hit on my leg. Darn pain.So i ended in a superman posture. Grateful that I pull through the unlucky (x10 000) day :D

Slept only a couple hours and went to school for training. And there was only 5 ppl, just nice to make ppl for a quarter, Marcus, Nicholas, Teohan, Randy and Me. So we played 5 quarters. Damn tiring Mama I dive in for ball again, scratch myself on my limbs, making me hard to bathe :(. But had fun with all of them, nice to see them again, playing with them. :D Went to eat, then jp to shop for some stuff, and home.

Some overdued pictures of Friday Night at Dempsey Hill, Ben & Jerry, PS cafe. :D



Jess/ Lucas/ Lucas's shoebag/ My bag pac @ Ben's & Jerry . Haha

Vic/ Jess @ Ben's & Jerry

Jess and her parents @ PS cafe. She's is a Danish btw. :D

Yong/ Lucas/ ME @ PS cafe

See the meaning of life;

Tired x100 000 000. Really! consecutive days of working can kills. Sometimes i would just wake up and just couldnt drag myself out of bed. And the thought of not gg work is consuming me. Trying to find some fun in work so I would lats through this few days.

On Saturday actl I have a wedding dinner to attend, but i got work! Shucks. Will ask if I can leave earlier like ard 7pm, maybe i will rush down from expo and be a littleeee late. :/ Ey it is at Swissotel ley, 5 stars , it is turn for other ppl to serve me :D Yeah! But ppl be kind to waiters, it is not a easy job.

Monday I aint working just bcos of 2-1 Class Gathering. Woohoo! Miss 2-1. Many are taking leave from work just to come, glad to hear that. It would be a break for me also. Tuesday, cant work due to another interview at Jewel Box (retaurant), hope i could get that job, maybe it would be easier. Wednesday maybe a FULL DAY break hah! Okay I promise I will start work on thursday for sure, or if i get the job for jewel box i might just start on wednesday. :)

Some ppl was still laughing away after a while day work at Conrad, but i heard that he is lying at home having muscles aches alrdy. And not working today. Haha. Weijin correct?

Always having irregular timing for meals. Returning home real late. I hate this routine, and it seems to be never ending.

Sometimes I would just want to finish the job I am ask to do, and do nothing else. Nothing extra. Cos I am tired. Totally drain off after days of work. I know I am being selfish, but if I dont, I would collapse some day. If you want to see me as being selfish or being lazy I really do have nothing to say.

Out to work soon at Expo.

Got to tell myself I am the man. ~

Evil's in the working. :/

Lonely felt;

Yawns. Just woke up from a 11 plus hours sleep. Okay this is the first time I slept more than 9 hours. I guess this really describe how tired and drain off I am. But i thk this would be good, at least I would get some experience what is called shit work :/

Ytdy was day2 of work, work at Conrad hotel (5 star) Haha it is so much better than the one at Sentosa. The uniform was much nicer, the food was tastier. Haha, chicken soup nice. "Ytdy was a Thailand coporate event. Whr there is meetings held in a couple of rooms in the hotel, and we have to serve them drinks and stuff. but before that we have to prepare their room.

Eileen got the btr job, which was at the hospitality suite, whr all the pastries, tv, coffee is situated. Others like me and andrea had to stand by their door to wait for their call, and they seldom call us to do anything, and we stand there like a dead log. Boredom to core. The excruciating pain of boredom. :/ Eileen was much btr still can walk ard to serve food and drinks.

It was darn tiring so you will definitely find a way to slack, and finally i found a way after standing for 6hours. Crap! Went to toliet :D Not to pee, but to sit on the 5star toliet bowl. Haha.

And do you know something, wherever you go, there will be ppl teaching you how to eat secretly, which we aint suppose to. Haha

Ppl sneak in to the hospitality suite, when there isnt any guest, and quickly pop a small cake or cookie into the mouth. It is super nice i tell you. The cakes, pastries, cookies. Pinch only a little bit larrrr, or maybe just 10 cakes. Haha.

So thats what fun and interesting about work

There will always be nice ppl ard the workplace. Just like the one who was suppose to bring us to work ytdy. But instead it was us that bring him to the place .Lol. But he was super nice lar. Everytime we go to work we know new friends, isnt that good, having friends situated everywhr ard spore? :D

Ytdy was tiring lah, get out of home for work when the sky was dark (ard 5plus) and left work also when the sky is dark (ard 8). Work a whole of 12 hours. Not including meal times. now we know the importance of being thrifty. :/ It is never easy to earn money.

Soemthing great about wednesday work. New recruits, haha. Siying, Qiantong, Filbert, Weijin is joing us. So plus Eileen , Andrea and Me we got 7 ppl. Yeah it would be nice company :D So wednesday working at Conrad again .

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