AM. I. OKAY. ?
traumas

Tired on putting a fake front. You know the feeling, when you have alot of things kept inside, troubled, but you just cant let it out, bcos you would let the ppl ard worry for you? Esp my parents. I guess it is the time to get more sensible and to bear the consequences of mhy doings, and not let my parents decide for me (worry for me) - but this transition is really hard.

This whole week have been basketball basketball and basketball again. I dont thk i can get into JJC with basketball, too lousy. I am just trying, working on the little chance that i am having now. Tml would be my first training with their team, hope everything goes well. :/ Real scared. Fear of not getting into a good school

On a lighter note:
NBA game just ended. Cleveland against Jazz. Woohoo. Jazz wins. Not that I support Jazz, but maybe I like teams that work and earn points tghr as a team, teamplays :D Basketball is beautiful with teamplays, not by star players. Star players just increase the number of spectators watching, the tickets sold. If you haven realise, whenever Cleveland is losing, the ball would (majority of the time) be on Lebron's hands, he have become the forward, the center, the controller. Yes he really can turn games over, but still , not nice :P

For the first 3 quarters, it was cleveland leading, in the mid fourth quarter, Jazz led with 12points. On the last 4 minutes of the game, Cleveland was losing by 10, ball went over to Lebron and Lebron and Lebron again . And of course he gave back Cleveland a 5 points lead. Last minute was really interesting, with Jazz making big shots and minimizing the 5 points deficit to just 1 point. With D.William( out with injury on the 2nd quarter) and Boozer (fouled out on the 4th), Jazz put down their rookie Gaines, with a contract of only 10 days, joke, but true, and some of their main players. They left with 5 seconds, time was ticking, ball was passed to Gaines, he shoots, and scored, a 3! Jazz won by 2. Great game played!

Later going out with clique to celebrate Weijian birthday, haha quite late huh? Mushroom pot. :D