Your whispers, are my commands;
Tired, after a whole day of studying. Stayed back in school for more revision with some idiots, who seem to distract me mroe than to study with me. Hah but still nice time studying in tghr. Finish 1 paper two and 2 paper one for chemistry. Haha acheivement:D
Decided to stay back everyday after school to study. Shall forbid myself from gg home, and get tempted to take a nap, waste of precious time. Its time to feel the urgency! ! months time not very long. Study hard.
Got some trashing from teachers, can see their disapointed face. They show some helplessness, though they have gave it all in teaching us, we have yet to give our utmost. Guilt felt. Just want to say sorry to some teachers. Some efforts are just wasted on me. :/
Got to buck up. Push up 2 grades for all of my subjects. Yes thats my aim. If thats possible, which i dont thk so, I wil get all As . Hah its all Bs now, but hope thr will be improvement.
Though my results are disapointing, there are some exceptions .I am not boasting here, but jst giving myself a little motivation, a little motivation is good. Haha, my world history, was actl the TOP in level (combine history paper) , first time ever. But still as a subject whole, i still did not do up to expectation. And my Emaths, I have made a great leap forward, and made a big improvement of 21marks . My social studies from a F9 to a A1. How cool is that?
Take a leap of faith in yourself. Some have been taking disappointing results, just dont give up alright. It is okay to do badly now, just peak at the right time. Keep on moving.
Alright all the best to all who are studying. Thou shall not feel that you're alone, cos there are lots more ard you( going through the same thing). For one who looks forward sees the light, and those who doubt falls behind. Since chances are still appearing, it meant it had yet given up on you, you should not give up those chances. Give your best shot. Hah thats my philosophy, for not giving up.
