Just cant turn away;
its reality.

What's life if there isn't working and only playing
What's life if there was only happy and no sad
What's life if there was only me and no you
Everything would be so meaningless.

Some things is troubling me all this while. Maybe only just 2. One for which is really personal that i shall not share, and I only told it to one person. The other one was just about friends, having some problems. There is 2 options to walk away from the group, and let time be the solution. Or to stay ignorant to all these things that is happening. I guess i would go for the first option. It is not good to have hatred multiplying within you, but I just cant help it, but to hate that person.

All this while I had been doing my shopping, orchard is not a place for me, it is a maze! But thanks to yong and agnes I found my way out, haha i actl called for their help. :P Apparently i finish all the shops that town has. Ion, Far East, Isetan, Wheelock, Borders, Vivocity, Cineleisure, Heerens. 6 hours of shpping non-stop. Spend abt 140 bucks on a bag, 150 bucks on topman, 10 bucks on accessories, 50 bucks on some other stuffs. I spend alot :P Feeling bad, I shall work more to eanr it back.

Yeah! I got topman membership. And just want to say, their service at topman is really really good. despite me being so irritating, having to tried almost every piece of apparels they have, and not buying, they still serve me patiently. I am not that bad actl, i still buy eventually, and even spend 150 bucks lah!

My next destination wold be bugis and queensway and i shall end my shopping quest. It is really shiok to spend money, use your card. Buttttt ltr when you know you have to work to earn back the money, the feelign sucks.

Okay my new year resolutions (comfirmed one), I shall keep the list short, so that I can really adhere to.
1. Be vulgarities free, big challenge but i am willing to do anything to get rid of this really bad habit.
2. No cab unless really, really and really lost
3. No throwing anger on anyone, esp family. Yes I have to learn to seek for solution, be patient, control my emotion.
4. I got this, inspired by clem and sy, i thought was pretty good, to save my first 2000 bucks in bank.
Alright I shall keep it at 4. That will be good. :D

Tml there is 4/3 class gathering @ sentosa, if i can wake up most probably i will go. I actl specially take leave so i can go out wiht them. But i dk, cos it is alrdy 3 am now. see how tml.

Once in a lifetime ;

Added a new song, really nice. My fav song currently. Tenth Avenue North - Hold My Heart . Haha now my comp actl have ard 15 GB of songs. :P

2010 is coming! May this year be a better one for me. Pray that in this year I would be able to climb to greater heights, no matter in studies or whatever I do , I will be able to soar.

Results are coming out real soon, and thinking of it really scares me. What if a 2 appears infront, whr am i gg to go ? Just hope I wouldnt cry on the day I get my results. I done my best, everything I could .

New Year Resolutions first;

1- Be vulgarities free, will be a challenge. haha

2- (Poly/ JC) I will give my best

3- Get into my desired course;business studies, international business

4- To always stay in contact with Clique, Basketballers

5- To get the stuffs I want! Haha

- A slim cut pants/ jeans
- East Pak/ Yak Pak (I just want a simple but special bagpack, something that noones carries) - A long sleeve shirt
- A pair of high cut shoes/ sneakers
- Some coolio Tshirts I spotted
- Accessories
- Formal jacket

- New laptop before school starts

Sad but will be gg for work later. Afetr that will chiong down to JLP to meet clique for count down! :D Cheers!