Having someone at the back, pushing me on;
I am a red hot lobster today, stinging pain on my face and my body. Bcos of the redness, I have became the joke today. During recess, had laksa, they say whether the laksa was too spicy that result in my red face. In class they go "Are you too happy? " Crappy freinds.
Got back my results. Extremely disapointed with the results. You know when you scored well for a part of the paper and the other pulled you down? The feeling sucks big time. And I didnt have a single A, evrytime i thought there was a chance, disapointment was all i've got. Straight Bs. B for Bimbos. :X
Chem P1- 34/40, i was the first time I got such marks for paper 1, however P2 ended the excitement in me real fast, 44/80. I find the paper hard. Combine humanities, social studies-39/50, okay not really high, Eileen got 42/50, but it was still a good score, again Geog was the wet blanket- 26/50. Whats worst have yet to come. History, P1 (Southeast asia) - 19/50, yah it was the paper i got stumped by the essay question, and i left a 13 mark and 6 mark question blank, so i was quite expected such results, but when I got back my P2 (World), it was like a stab on my heart, i scored 40/50, it was like the highest or maybe one of the highest in class? But in the end I was pulled down by my paper1.
The As seemed so near, yet I had lost it all. :/
But maybe of such disapointing results I have, I got a motivation to do better. To get back all the As I have lost in my prelims. Prelims may not be fabulous, but it is still Os that will determine everything right? Shall work doubly, triply hard.
Do you know something, after 2 prelims, I have yet gotten and A. :(
Okay O'levels is all I see now, nothing else, definitely not my disapointing results. Get my priorities right, and look at the brighter side. :D I have set my aim for Os long time ago, I have yet met it, and Os would be the time! Peak at the right time.
