Having someone at the back, pushing me on;

I am a red hot lobster today, stinging pain on my face and my body. Bcos of the redness, I have became the joke today. During recess, had laksa, they say whether the laksa was too spicy that result in my red face. In class they go "Are you too happy? " Crappy freinds.

Got back my results. Extremely disapointed with the results. You know when you scored well for a part of the paper and the other pulled you down? The feeling sucks big time. And I didnt have a single A, evrytime i thought there was a chance, disapointment was all i've got. Straight Bs. B for Bimbos. :X

Chem P1- 34/40, i was the first time I got such marks for paper 1, however P2 ended the excitement in me real fast, 44/80. I find the paper hard. Combine humanities, social studies-39/50, okay not really high, Eileen got 42/50, but it was still a good score, again Geog was the wet blanket- 26/50. Whats worst have yet to come. History, P1 (Southeast asia) - 19/50, yah it was the paper i got stumped by the essay question, and i left a 13 mark and 6 mark question blank, so i was quite expected such results, but when I got back my P2 (World), it was like a stab on my heart, i scored 40/50, it was like the highest or maybe one of the highest in class? But in the end I was pulled down by my paper1.

The As seemed so near, yet I had lost it all. :/

But maybe of such disapointing results I have, I got a motivation to do better. To get back all the As I have lost in my prelims. Prelims may not be fabulous, but it is still Os that will determine everything right? Shall work doubly, triply hard.

Do you know something, after 2 prelims, I have yet gotten and A. :(

Okay O'levels is all I see now, nothing else, definitely not my disapointing results. Get my priorities right, and look at the brighter side. :D I have set my aim for Os long time ago, I have yet met it, and Os would be the time! Peak at the right time.

Argh 24 hrs just not enough for me
keep doing camp stuffs,and not studying.HOW?i guess i will flunk for my EOY.[CRY]i am feeling damn confuse now.If i study,i will not have the time to plan for camp.MY batchmates will then die.If i plan and dont study ,only i will suffer?!But i dont want this to happenWEEEP!can i have to two things accomplish at once?i guess i have to piorotise,but i dk how when both are equally important.

Argh can someone just call me and ask me if i need help.NOBDY bother to call me and ask except hisyam.I am calling and planning!STUPID.i thk if this continue,i will give up soon!i would rather if i get bang by a car and lose all my memory.SOMETIMES i even get scolded by batchmates cos i nvr ask them b4 i do somethg.PISSED!

THANKS zhiye,kelly,agnes,jiaxin,yeling.SAYING ABT THIS,why isnt our coordinators asking us if we are doing well.They arent helping us at all.It seems that we do not have any coordinators.I am writing this damn big just to let them see. Lastly,HISYAM THANKYOU SOOOO MUCH!

Just taking time out to relax and to post abt today,today do planning again.It keeps raining,and it makes me more and more worried abt todays kayaking thg.But thank god,the sun shows his face at the last second.

KAYAKING(:
Went down to taman mcdonalds to meet deloraskrystal and benjamin.Ate breakfast there.PSss bcos i order wrong stuff and wanted to chge order.But bcos the person key in alrdy and have to chge,the mananger ask the person to write a report.STUPIDAIyoo benjamin everythg also want to know.Keep bugging me abt krystal blog stuff,but i didnt tell him in the end.hai krystal dont feel sad abt the movie day thg le larr,its not your fault,i thk you just explain to him lor.Then i thk everythg will be alright.Talk and laugh when it was abt time

Walk to school when its time.
Waited there.missLIM came but one more duapai haven.Waited for the duapai for abt 15min and he came.We then walk down to JurongLakePark.Felt damn extra at that time ten 2D ppl, six 2-5 ppl.Only one from 2-1.Walked awhile and we reached.Sat under the tent,took pictures,got briefing.We played some games while waiting.My reaction too slow,and i thk i am damn horny or perverted lah:2BALLS?

Later we have a break.Went to play at the playground,pyramid.2d and 2-5 are fun ppl.They are both outgoing and fun!they keep shaying the pyramid thg,this make the girls very scaredHAHAshld shake more.Later we went to buy drinks and ice creams and we had to go back for last briefing liao

had the last briefing.
Damn stupid lah still nid to go welcome VIP.half of the grp went to welcome the VIP.the other half on the kayak.I was on the kayak,my kayak keep floating away.nobdy help me lah.The helper keep helpig the girls de.PIANXIN.Finally the ppl were back and we went to kayakYAY.Compete with deloras and krystal.Who is the fastest to reach the destination.

me and benjamin was cheating.Cos actually we are holding each other kayak.So i quickly say 1.2.3 then we push them away then we started.Then like they are faster then us,and we r at their back.We will pull their kayak back HAHA then we will be faster then them.We win for like 2 times. KRYSTAL IS WE WIN LOR our kayak touch first!

Until whistle was blown,we are suppose to get back to the place we started.So cos we want to win krystal and deloras.BENJAMIN wan to steer to the right but he put too much weight on the right.AND POOSH!off we go into the lake.We ask for help from krystal and deloras.But they seem like ignoring us.PSSS.The groud was damn muddy,so we cant stand,was thking how dan we get back to the boat.BENJAMIN.haiyo useless.Ju float round there laughing.STUPID i dk wats so funny abt dropping into water.i flip the kayak back myself.I jump back into it.BENJAMIN stil nid help from instructor lah.When we get onto land,benjamin was still saying:"the experience of dropping into the water is better then kayaking"I SWEAR I AM NOT PARTNERING HIM ANYMORE.Scary leh.Later bcos he thk the experince is good then he purposely push you down to the water to experience the feeling that he had experience.

I thk only me and benjaming capsizeMALOO eh.my whole shirt was damn muddy went to clean off with mineral water.At that time ,guess wat benjamin is doing!What can it still be,just to "boast" abt dropping into the water lorFREAK!posting this out make me laugh like crazy now. LOL

It was then the end of the whole activity.This activity earns everyone who go 3CIP hour.HAHA play also can get!Walk back with deloras .then take bus from there.OKAY I WILL END HERE.TODAY FUN!

finally blogging once again...

Stupid having a very bad sorethroat now
3 ulcers in my mouth ....1 on my toungue 2 on lips
make me talk so uneasily...[shitto]so pain lah!!!
this few days is damn hectic for me.....
slc 3 days 2 nite........pumppumphalfsquadhalfsquad
then fall out for training[is damn tired lah]then fall in again
after slc ,nacly camp 3days2nite again
same thg rush in and out for training and camp
i am like a mad man lah
but nvm i am really happy tat i hang through this week le
ytdy jus back from nacly[miss blogging so much]
have lots of pictures from nacly
















this was my room in tat camp
it was like a hotel[4 person a room]
the key is a card[haha]really like a hotel
with a aircon














i went late for the camp cos got training
so miss lots of activities[sadd]
when ppl are having fun i am training [stupid rite]
nvm i will jus have to sacrifice..... cboys coming4hao<33333>
my grp de rollercoster cant be show[stupid blogger]
i thk too nice le arrr!!!<3333














this was rupinis grp.....the rollercoster with 'chicken legs]
it cant stand it nid support...LOL






this was the other 2 grps de.......














during our meal time took a grp photo....heehee
nice<333love>
our meals is so damn nice compared to slc
slc-eating grass,drinking tapwater nacly-eating abalone,drinking sharkfins

we are preparing the M.A.D. nite with zhong hua

[make a difference]

joevin and shaoying make a great dancing partner

and later a great couple in the camp[LMAO]

at the nite have a meeting to discuss abt thgs.....then it is the end of day1 le

i love the morning sky[haha]

at day2 have some record breaking games.....

shijia fell down hard on the ground.....but she is still laughing lor

wo zhen pei fu ta......

after record breakingss thgthg....

we played dominos everybdy work together to form a picture...

but it wasnt successfull but still we had fun

time for laughter...zhanhong[haha i got pictures of you!!]

nerd rite.....everybdy laughing lor

ppl was like planning wat to do for tml hike and u r there playing wit tat nacli bag!!!

at nite ppl preparing at the last minute for the mad nite......dance act dance act

really had fun wit zhonghua ppl!!!<3333

3rd day when for training then went back camp for break camp[stupid lah!!]

after tat when long john to eateat heehee

some ramdom pics in nacly

most of the picture were taken when i am at training[siaaan]

so i will not appear in most of the pictures

today.....match with anglican[WE WON]

although is jus a friendly

small victory is always a good place to start

isnt it?!?!

bball ppl wen nicholas chalet i didnt go

haii then i am the only one who didnt go[sss]

cos i got batch outing on friday

nid to go buy food

but in the end...at jp wanted to buy bbq food

and got fustrated by thgs and i pangseh my batchmates[maybe i am too tired liao?!?!]=(

PRIORITIZEpriortize......