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THIS STUPID HABIT OF MINE HAVE TO GO AWAY .
It is really stopping me from going furthur.
I cant control my_____temper.

I NEED A LISTENING EAR,AND I NEED A BIG ONE
Last year i had missLOW to share everything with
Classpartner to trash everything out.
This year not a single one,it feel damn... when i have no one to talk things with.

One problem solved, whch has happen bcos of my emotions.
Now another one,on court.
Hmmm i am not prepared to get punish tml,if it spread to coach.
ALL,ALL BECOS OF MY SICKENING TEMPER.

IDC

If everybody dun work double as hard,

this could be the worst nightmare i will have

If everybody is willing to sacrifice their time for the meeting

this may be the best early birthday gift i will get

I definetly hope for the bestBURAN

Ytdy went to sch for bridging gap for duties
blah thats not my main point!Saw whch class i have been place into, class 3-1.Psss my eyes went totally red after seeing the class. Didnt want to continue to do my duty,really wanted to go home after seeing that.

Went to find teachers if there is any possible way to chge the situation.You will nvr feel wats is in me at that moment,my 2 form teacher are not in sch.Really wanted to bang the wall then get unconcious,that will be so good lah.Have to go find missKOH.All she can say is APPEAL.Why teachers are so PRACTICAL!Why they only see whats in the end but not we have dane throught he whole thg.BLAH!So what if i appeal will the teachers really take into consideration!?

I am not sad bcos of the combination i get,but the ppl inside.Really confuse of what i shld do.Went to msg missLOW to ask what shld i do.She say APPEAL.Thankyou Justin for talking to me ytdy,really appreciate what you have said to me.

Now
Shld i accept what i am given.Or just give it try,appeal!?I am really scared wat i will bcome after i get into the class.Really regretted why not studying harder this year.

It is really great seeing ppl jumping with joy after they get their desired class.Why the person is not me?

Finding somethg to lie on.

Argh 24 hrs just not enough for me
keep doing camp stuffs,and not studying.HOW?i guess i will flunk for my EOY.[CRY]i am feeling damn confuse now.If i study,i will not have the time to plan for camp.MY batchmates will then die.If i plan and dont study ,only i will suffer?!But i dont want this to happenWEEEP!can i have to two things accomplish at once?i guess i have to piorotise,but i dk how when both are equally important.

Argh can someone just call me and ask me if i need help.NOBDY bother to call me and ask except hisyam.I am calling and planning!STUPID.i thk if this continue,i will give up soon!i would rather if i get bang by a car and lose all my memory.SOMETIMES i even get scolded by batchmates cos i nvr ask them b4 i do somethg.PISSED!

THANKS zhiye,kelly,agnes,jiaxin,yeling.SAYING ABT THIS,why isnt our coordinators asking us if we are doing well.They arent helping us at all.It seems that we do not have any coordinators.I am writing this damn big just to let them see. Lastly,HISYAM THANKYOU SOOOO MUCH!

Just taking time out to relax and to post abt today,today do planning again.It keeps raining,and it makes me more and more worried abt todays kayaking thg.But thank god,the sun shows his face at the last second.

KAYAKING(:
Went down to taman mcdonalds to meet deloraskrystal and benjamin.Ate breakfast there.PSss bcos i order wrong stuff and wanted to chge order.But bcos the person key in alrdy and have to chge,the mananger ask the person to write a report.STUPIDAIyoo benjamin everythg also want to know.Keep bugging me abt krystal blog stuff,but i didnt tell him in the end.hai krystal dont feel sad abt the movie day thg le larr,its not your fault,i thk you just explain to him lor.Then i thk everythg will be alright.Talk and laugh when it was abt time

Walk to school when its time.
Waited there.missLIM came but one more duapai haven.Waited for the duapai for abt 15min and he came.We then walk down to JurongLakePark.Felt damn extra at that time ten 2D ppl, six 2-5 ppl.Only one from 2-1.Walked awhile and we reached.Sat under the tent,took pictures,got briefing.We played some games while waiting.My reaction too slow,and i thk i am damn horny or perverted lah:2BALLS?

Later we have a break.Went to play at the playground,pyramid.2d and 2-5 are fun ppl.They are both outgoing and fun!they keep shaying the pyramid thg,this make the girls very scaredHAHAshld shake more.Later we went to buy drinks and ice creams and we had to go back for last briefing liao

had the last briefing.
Damn stupid lah still nid to go welcome VIP.half of the grp went to welcome the VIP.the other half on the kayak.I was on the kayak,my kayak keep floating away.nobdy help me lah.The helper keep helpig the girls de.PIANXIN.Finally the ppl were back and we went to kayakYAY.Compete with deloras and krystal.Who is the fastest to reach the destination.

me and benjamin was cheating.Cos actually we are holding each other kayak.So i quickly say 1.2.3 then we push them away then we started.Then like they are faster then us,and we r at their back.We will pull their kayak back HAHA then we will be faster then them.We win for like 2 times. KRYSTAL IS WE WIN LOR our kayak touch first!

Until whistle was blown,we are suppose to get back to the place we started.So cos we want to win krystal and deloras.BENJAMIN wan to steer to the right but he put too much weight on the right.AND POOSH!off we go into the lake.We ask for help from krystal and deloras.But they seem like ignoring us.PSSS.The groud was damn muddy,so we cant stand,was thking how dan we get back to the boat.BENJAMIN.haiyo useless.Ju float round there laughing.STUPID i dk wats so funny abt dropping into water.i flip the kayak back myself.I jump back into it.BENJAMIN stil nid help from instructor lah.When we get onto land,benjamin was still saying:"the experience of dropping into the water is better then kayaking"I SWEAR I AM NOT PARTNERING HIM ANYMORE.Scary leh.Later bcos he thk the experince is good then he purposely push you down to the water to experience the feeling that he had experience.

I thk only me and benjaming capsizeMALOO eh.my whole shirt was damn muddy went to clean off with mineral water.At that time ,guess wat benjamin is doing!What can it still be,just to "boast" abt dropping into the water lorFREAK!posting this out make me laugh like crazy now. LOL

It was then the end of the whole activity.This activity earns everyone who go 3CIP hour.HAHA play also can get!Walk back with deloras .then take bus from there.OKAY I WILL END HERE.TODAY FUN!

arrr.....thking abt this jus piss me off!!=(
haishhh....SLC coming.It will be a super pack SLC for me i guess?!?!Have to fall out lots of time...
to watch matches and for training.Phew, the training is on the last day of SLC...so it will not be so tired!![haha?!?!]Jus wish i cld run away from this place......evrythg all at the same time!!

zzz....wat a holiday.I thk there is not a day for me to go out with friends lah!!X(Holiday ....so called holiday but wat is it all abt?!?Everyday jus going back to school!!siaaan!-_-Even my homework is piling up[like a mountain!!?!?!?]