It is still not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right,believing i will make it through(:

Thinking why does this only happen to me

Why must every moment be so hard,hard to believe

Today,everything just gone off the track,really off

thking of what had happen ytdy ,i had phobia stepping into class this morning

I am just thking why can this happen to class,classmates for alrdy 4months

had we done nothing this 4months thats why we are like this?!

Sometimes you can just see hidden arrows flying here and thr,you never know where will it land

Dozen of it may had alrdy land on your back,but you have no idea of it

Just by recess,evrything had started.

The person cldnt have the courage to stand up and say it up to the whole class

but instead she use the time during recess when the other party is not thr,and try to brainwash other innocent partiesDAMN FFFFF

DO I REALLY SYMPATHY VOTES TO WIN?!

In the morning went to meet my batch

Sorry to all who was thr

Everything was just piling up on me this few days

Sorry that it was you all who take off the trash offf me

My back is feeling the pain again

i cant sit properly at all.

it feel like back cant hold up my whole body weight up

Went back to class everything seems normal

it seems like all has gone back to original

thought we are gg to follow what the class have decide

but everythng just chge after recess

ppl argued during recess again!FUCKING ASSHOLE

I resisted to eat the painkiller that the doctor gave

cos it will make me sleep for the past few days

but today,i just cant take the pain,took one pill

and the whole day i am using my fingers to clamp my eyes so i dun sleep

its really torturing

To all who didnt know

I rush through the design,putting everybit of me into it

i was too engross till for this 2days i didnt do my homework

Every single inch of the design is filled with hardwork can!?

My heart really achesIT ACHES!when i heard all the coments

and after so long,of descision making all those stuff

i thought we came to a descision but you //fucking ASSHOLES!

I may have nothing shone on my face,but actl i do not feel good at all

SCANPRINTDRAWSCANPRINTDRAW,i dunno how much times it repeated,to get out with the seemingly easy design

Although i am sad,but i still agree"WE DUNT LOOK LIKE A CLASS SO WHAT FOR MAKING A CLASS TEE""MOREOVER SOME THREATEN TO NOT BUY"

lets wait till we can agree as a class on a single design than we shall see

This, a-class-that-dun-look-like-a-class-class,

just dun let me feel that we can trust each other

you nvr know what can happen in he nxt second

And yea i dun like PPL NOT FROM OUT CLASS TO INTERFERE WITH OUR CLASS MATTER.THANKYOU SO MUCH,you also pls shoo.

Lessons today was alright

just that i am fallin asleep,not bcos of me being tired but bcos of the pill

History lesson was great

Ended the OH GREAT HAIRY STALIN and started on THE OH GREAT WEIRD MOSTAGE HITLER [how to spell huh]dk la

It is pretty interesting i can say

And yea i haven talk abt my first day with specs

it just feels weird naturally,first day mah!

-.-ugly specs

tml will be a btr day.

And yea //FUCKING ASSHOLES shoo off.

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Love doesn't make the world go 'round;

Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Miracles,miracles do happen,after so much hard work and everything

I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MY CHINESE SPELLING;

I thk pigs can alrdy fly so i got full marks.

Chinese teacher was praising me cos i always fail my tests

LOL.LOL.maybe you ppl will thk this no big deal,but for me it is(:

When i really concentrate,even when the sky fall down,i will still not react

Today maths lessons,i thk i was concentrating on doing all the questions mrWOON gave so the time seem to fly.

Yea i love the topic that mrWOON is teaching now,cos i UNDERSTAND

INEQUALITIES.

Just making sall,careless mistkes here and thr other than that i thki have no problem with this chapter.YEA

Other chapters are hell for me,really hell.

Common test coming up nxt week,so damn fast

Pfffft.test,exam,results,F9,scoldings,i am realy thinking too much

Really worried abt PHYSICS and MATHS

This common test i am aiming for 3A's yea hope so(:

Tml history skit,no man,no,it is not tml

TINKYWINKIDIPSYLALA....PO!

haha,stupid names for the charactors

Hope tml go well,for my group

Other group also argh,but no so well eh,so my group will appear betterLOLhaha

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life(:

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AT TIMES I REALLY WISH FOR JUST A SIMPLE "JIAYOU"or "CAN I HELP?!",it will make everything so very de good.Or maybe a person who can share with me all my worries and stuff.It will make me feel better after i have everything out of me.

We are called a batch,but we dont look like one,dun act like one.We are just thking abt ourselves
all the time.ONE WORD:SELF CENTERED!

Okay i will start with casandra apology letter.
Although i am reluctant for the second2ND time ,but i feel very sorry lah..
Sorry to have step on your shoe.If i haven you wldnt have ask someone to hold your testtube and your testube would not have drop it.SORRY although i thk you deserve it[KIDDING]
Okay sorry cassandra!

Today lessons
Chemistry.
OH MAN!I am starting to get confuse,real confuse
TRAINEE TEACHER VS MISSJ
both teacher saying different things,so whch one am i suppos to listen?!OMtian
PE
MRHO didnt come.
TALK AGAIN .But the teacher vry ...
MotherTongue.
Hai dun say abt it le
Maths
MrWOON didnt come.
Had fun in class.PLAY HAIDAIQUAN,JIGOBA,'THUMBS UP',LAIDAOBAFENBAI
Laugh until my mouth cramp eh.
stupid ass,played with YANLING haidaiquan,and she played withn stupid tricks and she keep winning.
Cassandra keep winning me THUMBS UP,out of 20games i only win 3.PATHETIC.
HUIYING,haven start playing laugh alrdy.
MrLUQMAN was the relieve teacher,he look at the group of ppl and was laughin?!HAHA
Physics
Teacher came.He gone through some worksheet and i am in my lala land.
So yar dk anything.

Hmm bcos during recess it was annouce thr was no float out lesson.
Most of ppl was happy cos they can go and watch he basketball match.
But later,they was told that thr will be floatout.
All faces chge.I was not affected cos i was given given a leave formHAHA

Okay today JURONG won NEWTOWN .
CONGRATS!
JONATHAN MVP(:

Went to eat with bryant and filbert after the match

I AM REALLY SORRY I BROKE THE PROMISE WITH MY CLASS
i didnt finish the CNY decoration,or shld i say i didnt do a good job.
BLAH!Prepared to get thrown eggs by the class.
It feel really bad,its not that i dun want to do,but is the time.

WHY MUST ....
A MINUTE ONLY HAVE 60SECONDS
A HOUR ONLY HAVE 60MINUTES
A DAY ONLY 24HOURS
A WEEK ONLY 7DAYS.

Tml CNY celebration alrdy.
Tml i will also be having my reunion dinner with my FATHER family
then later early in the morning go malaysia to meet with my MOTHER family
actl if i cna make the descision i wld wish to stay in Spore to celebrate with friends.
It will definitely be more fun eh.

Pffff
Common test directly after CNY.
oh man it is not celebration but more of mugging.
Wat a time to study!

Kay just to end my post: HAPPY EARLY CNY(:

1FEB:SENTENCED TO WHOLE LIFE IMPRISONMENT.

Felt guilty towards the class,and ya...
bcos of me thr is no maths lessons.
I shall not elaborate more.
SUCK BIG TIME,for the whole morning.
Had only two lessons fr the day.EL and HISTORY.

Went for sec1 camp briefing.
Currenty thr is only 6 sec3 councillors,thr will be more?yar thk so.
Sec3 will be intructors,kinda cool.

Was late for training bcos of the meeting.
Ran the 50rounds in the canteen alone.
I only liked the last round,cos only the last round can sprint.HAHA
Training end pretty early bcos of the rain.
Although it was short,it was damn tiring,cos of the physicals in the canteen.

Have to wait for the 2girls to go NJC for the talenttime
So went to spend time in the court.Do some shooting.
Stay in school for really 2hrs ++ after training then went over to mcdonalds.
It was still early so read up on the HISTORY textbook[it is the only bk in my bag]
i am not those studying ppl actl.haha

It was 6 then dabao mcdonalds for krystal and actl for cassandra also.
I thk she had the thought of jianfei'ing' so she told me dun buy.LOL
[i thkl she gonna beat me up when she see this]
but when i was to step out of MC,she tell me to buy hers.Pffff.
But too bad i have not enough money in my wallet,so she have to meet me at MC to buy herself.

she bought hers and we went over to meet krystal.
Have the plan of eating in the bus.
But bcos of hmmm so didntHAHA.But still eat a little?
Didnt eat the mcwings,decided to eat inside the theatre cos krystal brother say can?
Reach NJC damn late 30minutes late.
Went to find toliet first cos of someone.


NJC TALENTTIME
Get inside the theatre.Alot of ppl.
Was asked to put our mcdonald outside the theatre.Hmm that goes our dinner.
NJC talent time.
Most of the ppl who sang,sang very nicely.
Some played their instrument and sang when some just sang .
Those ppl are really talented
The thg end over the time expected.9pm.
It ended at 10pm?

Still remember the mcwings?
HAHA we ate when we came out frm the theatre.
Ate like hungry ghost.
Waited for krystal brother.
And we bused home.
It was gg to 12.
And i still have to chge bus.
In the end ,i walked home

The route home was damn dark.
Saw a bigboob with a bangala talking abt somethg.
Hmmm from that 'live' source i can infer that, that will not be anythg good.LOL[history?
HAHA,didnt care abt that much,just thking of my bed.
TOO TIRED
Reach home around 12plus ,bathe and slept.

Ltr gg out with parents hope to buy somethg i like.

LET EVERYTHING OUT(:
Be yourself

Today i felt lots more better,after talking to some ppl.

Lessons was alright.
MrWoan was not in school tday.
So had free period for PC period.
Done some thing for the class notice board.

It was Chinese later.
BORING.
The teacher was singing baabaa black sheep all the way.
Keep "baa"ing.LOL

Maths
Thoght that teacher wasnt here so suppose to be free period
But the @$#% teacher gave work to be done in class.
SHIT MAN.
The work was quite okay,except for a few questions.

English.
Didnt catch much,i was in my Lala land?!haha

History.
Nothign can keep me from paying attention
History is interesting.
Nobody other than 3-3 will understand.
Cos only my class take corre history.(:

Tml there is training hope it will be a tiring but no so tiring larh.
Haha is this consider as contradicting?

SUCKISH DAY
Start the day with maths and chinese.ARGH

Maths,
MrWoan seem to be like speaking alien language,i cnt catch a single "ball" of what he is talking abt.PSSSS

Chinese,ZUOWEN writing.
Have to write abt this topic“不听老人眼，吃亏在眼前”
Have,lots of funny ideas but i thk nobdy dare to really write it down.
HAHA krystal and shawns idea:"4D,grandma came to his dream tell him 4digits didnt believe and didnt buy,Came out to be the first prize,so “不听老人眼，吃亏在眼前”LOL

It was PC period
turns out to be a talking periodYEA.
Talk crap with some of them.

After recess it was english
DARN IT!
I fail the english test but we miserable mark!

History
Time really flies.I was having trouble with my source base question.I know wat is my answer but i dunno how to express it in words.
And the andrew keep irritating me!Grrrr.
ppl finish he thg in 30 minutes i spend 40minutes


TML THERE IS TRAINING
and am really not looking forward to it):

I AM CAUGHT BY THE STRINGS YOU LEFT BEHIND

Class3-3
Being in this class is kinda cool.
With stupid friends sitting around me!?
[1]Kaikiat who always answer the teacher or somethg he likes,"Oh yea baby".
[2]Yanling who is super scared of mouse/hamsterLOLThere was one day jasmine chase her with a hamster,and she run!RUN FOR HER DEAR LIFElmao.
That was ppl sitting behind,now ppl infront.
[3]Sharon,a damn irritating damn talkative one.Likes to interrupt ppl who is having a conversation.Am i right!?haha.
[4]THE MOST STUPID/CRAP,Shanice who is known as the BIG BUTT BANANAhaha.
Okay now the peson who is beside me
[5]Andrew smetimes feeling like bashing him.Cos he always trick me into doing somethg stupid.


Todays lessons.
Chemistry
Got early scolding from -missJ.Like every chemistry sure have scolding de eh.

PE
It was unexpected in a way.Thought it will be physical conditioning again but it didnt ?!We can have free games after the stupid discus throw.Played volleyball againHAHA.

MotherTongue
BORING,meh~meh~.Some ppl came to 'play' with the teacher.Didnt listen to the lesson.I was half asleep!?OMG this yr my chinese gg to fail again!?HOPE NOT.

MATHS
Forgot abt everything learn from the last lesson.This got me into big trouble,i dk how to do the questions?!Arghhhh.

Float out lessons
ENGLISH
Shit man forget to bring the book have to sit on the floor for the whole lesson.BUTT REALLY HURTS.Today lesson was interesting but shit i cant sit on my table to listen.Mdm rukia like to act damn much,and she always put to the whole class into LAUGHTER.And she has many interesting stories to share.Cool cool looking forward to the nxt english lesson.

Cos i was sitting on the floor,so i cant pay much attention to the teach except for the time when sheis telling story lah.So for those time on the floor,i use the string from previos physics lesson to tie up kaikiat bagHAHA

TGIF
Its friday.ITS FRIDAY.
Sad,tml there is training,it will be a boring one again i thk.ARGGH.

Today lessons.
SOCIALSTUDIES.Done some source base question about baby policies,big carrot dangling infront of ppl sleepingHAHA[i can infer that thse people are rabbits]LOL.

Maths kills.
Matrices,it really makes me want to do matrix in class.My brain is gg crazy doing those questions.What is row?What is column?The teacher nearly throw the duster at me.Stupid ,3-5 getting MISSLOW to teach.FREAK.

Chemistry.
I am the first idiot of the day.The testing of cation needed us to heat the solution.I heated the soluton in the testube.Everything was gg okay.But suddenly the solution 'pop' out of the test tube.Spill onto my hand and worksheet.HOT EH,boiling solution.At that time i really thk my hand is gg to have a holeDIE ARGHcos it is acidic.LOL.But didnt lar.Told missJ and she apply something on my hand.

missJ bluff me!?She say my worksheet is gg to have a hole.I was very worried cos of my answers.If therre is really a hole,most of my answer will be gone and i have to redo!?Phew!but didnt eh.Later one by one have the same problem as me.HAHA.

After recess was ENGLISH
Have fun joking abt 'VIRGIN'LOL


HOPE TML TRAINING WILL BE FUN

Its a fact that is happening this way,you just have to go with it.

Morning just bad,didnt brought my tie.Was hiding here and thr just dun want to catch any attention of teachers and seniors.Argh too bad,'BIGHEAD' saw.Ask for meeting with some of the batchmates.Sit down and talk,and list down punishment if we nvr bring tie or wear tie on time.First thing that comes to me is CONFISCATE TIE if nvr bring or wear.Then i just say it out.Cos it will benefit me in a way,confiscated then no need to wear.I am sorry i may have let down some ppl after i said that,but tie just a hard thg for me to wear the whole day.SORRY REALLY SORRY.

If i wear only i will be with a tie in class!?LOL

Physics are as usual.BORING.I thk mrNG is crazy in a way.He laugh at his lamejokes when nobdy is laughing at it.He sometimes talk to himself when nobdy answering him.LOL

SS was chge to GEOGRAPHY and i dunno i single thing.Didnt do geog hw,rushed through i,but in the end nvr go through,gg to redo it later,i guess.

HAIS,maths killing me.Sometimes i just find the teacher ,if you live or die,he also will not bother.I seriously prefer missLOW.I need to prepare myself grave soon.I thk my class partner also nid one,cos he will be soon be irritate to death by me.LOLhaha.

Recess was okay,met ex-class partner and some other ppl to eat.

History,it is ever never boring!?
Its slowly getting more more interesting

CHINESE,drawing lesson!YEAH FUN(:
Monday drew something for deloras
Today drew something for CHARCOALhaha.
Tml no chinese lesson,haha cant draw

Tml starting bdiv tornament le.

THERE'S NO 2 COPIES OF US(:Never,never.

Do not know ytdy got training so i didnt bring my basketball things.It was english test at the last period,i know that i will be late so i chiong through the test.The test damn hard,didnt have the heart to thk,left some question blank,asked the teacher if i can hand in early to leave.She dun believe hat i really done the paper with my 100% effort so yar...PSSS damn scared of coach kicking me out.

When it was time to hand in the paper,quickly pass it to the teacher.CAB HOME,CAB BACK.Cab prices increased!?Everytime the metre jump is not 10cent is 20now.CRAP.My money argh!Phew reach school when some person was taking photo at the basketballers.Ran alone 15rounds.Ran a fast one cos coach was looking.

Ytdy done some stunts during dadui and fell down flat on the ground.Instead of helping me up,those ppl was standing thr and laughing.I laughed at myself and stood up.[STUPID]Have a scratch on my leg.

Today the scratch produces some fluid!?It stick on to my pants[DAMN DISGUSTING]i have pull my pants out frm my wound,its damn pain pulling my pants out,it left stain on my pants!?It really bother me the whole day!

Lessons was kiling me,not that it was boring,but the content of it.3-3 is real quiet.PHYSICS lessons is gg really slowly!!SLOW SLOW!Really wanted to put my head on the table to sleep,but i find that its really like telling the teacher in the face i have no respect for him.Hang through the whole lesson by eaing sweets.

E-MATHS
The formulaes.I really cant understand.Just a simple question i can ask a dozen questions.For every question ask the teacher reply"So easy,use the formula"I listen till i wanna vomit blood.

After school went to buy the notice board decoration stuffs.
Went back school carrying styrofoam boards and papers.It was rainingDAMN IT.Use the plastic sheet to wrap the papers and ran cross the road back to school.Actl the paper was dry but when they reach the shlter they drop on the floor and it was wetPSSS

Nvm went to dry it and star to d the notice board.
Sorry for bossing you ppl around but at least we are good to hav somthg done.

STAY POSITIVE AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY