Growing fonder;

Stomach cramps. I cant take it, its really pain at times. What I can do now, is just to pop in pain killers. I wonder what my father is thinking at times. Have to control my laughter, cos it hurts when i laugh.

Hah I like your company, on msn, on phone. It never fails to make a smile on me. Sometimes is hard to read your mind, but hope that someday I'll be able to. And you will start sharing things with me (:

lurb. :D your character justs got me attracted .

You're my painkiller :D

Hah, thanks for your concern people; the msges and tags. I am getting better. Went to see the doctor again to check on everything. I am fine, no complications. But if the pain comes back I have to go back again :/ So hope everything stay as it is now. Have to rest more these 3 days.

Thanks for your msges that accompany me for the whole night till I get to sleep. Haha the msges seems to be able to reduce my pain.

Argh its not fun lah to have 'hernia', it is super pain. And i can hardly walk, the pain at night was the worst. I can hardly get to sleep. Pop in some painkillers and it only got slightly btr. So the doctor said it is because of too vigorous exercise. Play too much basketball alrdy i guess.

But actl i didnt feel the pain after balling, it is only when i got to Siying house. I started to feel the cramp in the left side of the stomach. I thought it was just normal temporary pain. Hah i still ate tomyum with the addtition of carbonated drink. I didnt ate too much cos it was too pain, went to lie on the sofa and try to sleep. But the pain didnt go off.

Crawl back home, called mum. Went to see the doctor. The doctor actl ask me to go to the hospital strght away cos it may cos my life, but my fatehr didnt want so got pain killers instead. Heng, today the pain go off, if not i dk how to survive the day, with only painkillers

Now still have to pop in 3 big pain killers every 4 hours. :/

come back quick asshole. (:

What's wrong with me?

Only if we experience sad times, we know what does happy means.

In a few hours time, it will be IDESofMARCH
In a few hours time, it will be a month together with you
In a few hours time, i will be falling asleep :P

Haha i like my skin colour now, tomato red. Lol. Not that red actl. Today morning woke up early and prepare tuition. I guess i absord things btr in the morning, and today was fruitful, differentiation rate of change i guess i have got whole of that chapter alrdy .haha.

Soon after that went to meet Weijian and Filbert at JW swimming complex, went to buy our trunks, and found out that the swimming pool is close for private function until 2pm. So we decided to go choachukang to swim instead. Seeing the bright sun just made me really happy, cos it meant that we cant suntan.

Reach the swimming pool, and quickly got inside the pool. Swam a few laps and we suntan by the side of the pool. Haha weijian chose not suntan cos he was very black alrdy. So i suntan with filbert. Weijian- rotten black, Filbert-white chicken white. Lol. We laid by the swimming for awhile, and filbert surrendered to the unbearable heat . So we got inside the pool again.

It was ard4 abd we decided to leave, went back to jp to have our late lunch.

Gg back to watch ManU against Liverpool, i am supporting ManU and Torres. Currently Liverpool leads 2-1, Torres scored a nice goal, and Steven Gerrard earn a penalty bcos of act of recklessness by the defender.

Lizard (:

On the path of love, taking each step with faith and trust

Hey ppl i have updated the links, anybody still have change of links?

Finally some motivation to study today, maybe it was bcos i slept early the previous night. Haha. Though today was a long day, i didnt feel a little bit of tired. Can you believe i was awake for the whole day? And i was good enough to buy my partner a pack of chocolate to keep her awake, but apparently she finish at the first lesson.

The psychoing session by MissTang and Miss Jenny Ng, is making me reaaaaally aware of when is o'level and making me know that i should start studying now. The atmosphere of the whole sec4 and 5 level is getting tenser. I guess that is a good sign? Positive stress in everyone.

I have been isolating myself from the others during chinese lesson, so i dont get distracted. I was really paying attention to chinese just hoping for a B for O's, i will be so grateful for it already.

I am actl getting back to my old-self cos sec1 camp is over.No more late nights. I believe most teacher could notice it. All the teachers were asking me if i a still having anything on hand, will i still be busy, cos they were afriad that i am getting off the path. Adding on, most of the teachers were asking me to stop everything i have in council and basketball. And yeah i am done with everything i have, so i will put my hand off everyhting else that is coming up, o's are first .

These few days i have been looking forward to english lessons, i dk why. Maybe it gives me the sense of satisfaction upon finishing one compo, or seeing my results for comprehension. Sometimes, just being able to answer the question of Mdm Priya i feel super happy. Just like today, i just happen to answer Mdm Priya, i guess it was pure luck haha, dont tell her. Compo period is over, now compre. I dk abt others, but i prefer compo, cos it is more free, i can let my ideas flow freely

Holidays are coming. Woohoo. But almost everyday i will gg back to school for extra lesson. I shall thk positive, it is for my 5As. haha. Ides of march are coming too, time with ttg,lizard,clique. I am gg to do my shopping soon, for my haivannas,bag, and some new clothes. Haha get jealous ppl. Haha

Thanks lizard for your brownies on that day. Haha. My mum actl got a bite on your handmade brownie and she said was nice . Haha . But i told her is i make one :P Tml morning i will give you a surprise (:

Just to tell you

I LOVE YOU LIZARD
sorry no time to blog, got homework to do. sorry ):
next time kay haha. cheerup lizard

YOU MEANT THE WORLD TO ME

Haha today PE was fun, played floorball, my team was good. I had wenjie, boyi, kaikiat with me. Argh wwe had lots of chance for goals but we didnt make it in, only for one. And damn i conceded a goal, so it was a draw at the end of the day.

Learn some pick up lines in school, haha you was the first one i tried on.
So this is how it goes , "Are you tired" the reply must be a "Yes". So it continues "You know why"the reply must be a "Why" . To end it off "Cos you are running 24/7 in my mind" Haha lol.
Second one from weijian, "Do you have a car license" the reply must be a "No, why?" "Cos you are driving me crazy"

Went for training after school, haha i saw a lizard during training. It scare me alive, pssss, i actl didnt see it till i want to pick the ball up. Lol. Bcos of the monitor workshop, many pp was not thr for training so i get to dadui (: Haha training was fun, at the end do pushups with weijian i thk we both do more then 150, doing it by saying each letter of ______ haha only me ,filbert,weijian understands.Haha
Tml will be a long day. But i am not scared that i will fall asleep, cos of messages.(:

Il aime Lizard :)
haha lol. I have never understand how's the feeling of loving someone till now.

Haha school today passes very fast. I think it was bcos Mr Woon was not in school, so we missed 2hours of maths , which means we left with 2hours of actual lesson. Talking cock with cassandra, krystal and shawn, then ltr played bingo. Damn it i have never win, only till the last two game i won. We was to draw out 5 columns of 5rows then fill in 25 numbers in ramdom order, it will go round, everybody is to say out a number. So to win you have to form 5 lines. In the last few games we decided to exchange the paper, haha so mine should be pass to cassandra, haha so i sabo her, i drew it super small. Haha lol. Then the second time, i didnt wrote '5' but i wrote '26' so when someone shouted 5 she was asking why she cant find, then ltr i joked with her why her paper have '26'. Lol

Shawn then ask us to find a cat in the 2 dollar note, indeed thr was. Ppl try finding it in your 2dollar note, if you have found tell me. Haha it just mean that you are suoer clever. And can you find the SMALLEST word in the 2dollar note? it is not the word yusof ishak btw, it is way too big then the smallest so try finding. And can you find a old man holding a walking stick? all these things could be found in a 2dollar note, so ppl once you got the time take out a 2dollar note you have and try finding. Haha

English, haha. Got back Compo test result. It was considered good for me. Several ppl failed the paper and will most probably be banded, but dont be disheartened thr is always next time. Mdm priya marked really strict this time round, so the highest as only 19/30 , i got 16/30. And i got a NOT BAD[comment] given by Mdm Priya, it isnt easy to get such a comment from Mdm Priya actl, so i was pretty glad though i only got 16. She said that my story was creative ey, haha. Next time i will try to do btr.

Ohh Physics, i was sleeping through out. So i knew nothing. Pssss.. i cannot sleep anymroe from the first lesson of Mr Ng i am sleeping till now. I knew nothing about what he teach, not a single thing and common test is coming up in 2 weeks time. -.-

After school had training, train for awhile and went to suppor girls match. The result was disapointing. But i thk thy have alrdy give it their best, nobody wished for that ending. Dont be discourage B'girls thr is still a next match. All the best for the next B'boys and B'girls match.(:

In the evening , went to ball at marcus house with maryann,jiawen,julia,marcus and co. Thr was a fat guy who love to act so much, love to give elbows, and is so smelly, that we play with. For two match we played with him, we won both. Haha , after that nobody wants to play with him alrdy. Haha everybody shoot damn accurately, burn him like siao. Lol. Heeee shall ball another day, it will be fun. (:

LACKING OF A ALPHABET IN LIFE
a letter after 't' , a letter before 'v', and thats you
who you think I know you. Lol

Having some intuition that I'll have something great waiting on me on the phone, and haha (:
I am not expecting for anything to happen, but it just feels awesome to see -

Woke up ard 7 plus just to prepare myself for tuition at 10. Damn it, teacher was late, how late? By an hour, can you believe that. Haha i didnt do her homework and she was late so i guess we are quits. Talked to weijin and ingrid for that whole hour, and some msging. Weijin talk cock, and poor me and ingrid have to entertain him by replying him. Haha some things the teacher like to say "Idiotic" "Slap your face argh, solid?!" "Solid your head ah!" .Haha dramatic.

Ended tuition at 12pm and my nxt tuition was at 3pm. Haha i know you wldnt be reading cos your internet spoiled so i can leak everything out on blog. Went to shop for weijian birthday present in that 3hours? Travelled from Jurong to Cityhall hoping to get something special for him. You've been such great to me in basketball. Lol por-ing.Msg-ing ppl again, haha you sought of gave me the idea of what to buy, though you didnt. Haha Rush ard Raffles Link to find something. Unfortunately cant get anything in that 1hour. But instead i have to travel back immediatly for tuition. Weijian feel touch that i travel so far for your present. Journey for Wj present still haven ended.

Reach tuition centre for A-maths, was abit late as expected. Haha today only 2 people. Recap lesson on trigo, furthur trigo. Fruitful, rmbered many things, i guess it will help me greatly. While having tuition recieved wj msg to go study. But rmbered i still have to get his present so i ask him out to buy 'something' and to study ltr.

So went strght to meet him after tuition.A night of two guys. He was again man-in-black. Nah cant stand him. I promise you, weijian, you're not so not gg to wear black or white for tml bbq. Haha. Trained to Cityhall with him, for the second time of the day, talked with him. I guess we have too much in common that we talk none stop. Reached Suntec. Walked around. What he know was i am doing my shopping and he was thr to accompany me. Haha stupid.

Walked pretty long till i saw the shirt i wanted. I walked towards it, he was shocked he thought i was going to buy the bright yellow simpson shirt for myself. But i didnt buy it. At that moment i only thought of how could i get him away, so i can buy secretly. So yah went in to carefour, saw notebook. I took one and told him my sister ask me to buy for her. Then i say she was how irritating. Haha i pretend i was urgent for the toliet, asked him to pay while i go to the toliet. He believed. Haha, bullseye! Ran strght towards the shop, bought it quickly ask the auntie to keep it a secret for me in case he come and ask. And yes my mission accomplish for the day. A bright yellow simpson shirt as wj birthday present . Went back to find him, i guess he was not suspicicous of me.

Haha went to buy Auntie Anne's pretzel. Green tea one is always nice. Weijian had parmesan cheese, also quite okay. Decided to go back to the simpson shop to get a shirt for MYSELF thought it was quite cute. Lol he helped me chose one, though its not the shirt colour i want but it is also quite cool ey. So yah end of shopping. Heehee he dont know!

Trained to jp, walked to the library for some studying. Teached wj his chemistry, instead of doing my own homework. He can really fail his chemistry alrdy. Lol.

Tml steamboat bbq to celebrate wj birthday. He is gg to wear yellow for the first time haha i belive. Hey ppl this will be a once in a lifetime chance to see him in a yellow shirt. And thr will be a number _ and _ cake. Lol . Looking forward.

I have a new nick name by guit-ying. Lol haha

you brighten up my day (: I dont mind being at the state we are.

HOW WOULD YOU EXPLAIN LOVE

Ytdy, in the evening went out with weijian,randy,clement,nicholas,zhengming,siying,andrea for a movie. Met the boys first for dinner. Went to the arcade to spend some time before it is time for movie. Haha the was two small girls doing the dancing thing, we joked that they was zm sister. It was soon 8.30, andrea and siying came, stayed at the arcade awhile more before we went to the cinema.

$28 for 2 movies, free popcorn and drinks.Red Cliff II. So everybody had their popcorns and drinks to their own. Damn we was at the front row lah, head titlting upwards through out the whole 5hours. Thr was a time when the theatre was pitch black, i threw popcorn at andrea telling her that it was actl the ppl from the back.Of course she didnt believe so she threw back,then ltr one by one started throwing..

RED CLIFF II and I were pretty nice movies, about warlords fighting against each other for their own particular reason. Thr was some hilarious part inbetween conversation, esp zhugeliang. Ending was stupid, after so much fighting Caocao was not killed. Haha "MengMeng kuai zhan qi lai" .

And haha 胖猪 and 饭桶 (:

So we watched RED CLIFF I from 9pm to 11.30pm then we had a break of twenty minutes. Some went to the toliet, some went to refil the popcorn and drinks. Me and weijian stayed into the theatre to talk.(: The movie continues at 11.50pm and ended at around 2am . Before leaving the theatre clement stuff some popcorn into my shirt.And those popcorn dropped into my pants, dan uncomfortable. taxi back home with zm,sy,and andrea

Reached home at 3 abd went to read blog, slept at ard 3.3oam. Sleep for ard 3 hours and woke up for training. Today training, get to play more.

Trainings are a good time to suntan, those redred face look nice. Haha when everybody is under the shade to be cooler, i am sitting at court to get some tans.

I didnt know how to answer your question.Somethings are just hard to explain. I felt that i was the one who causes all these, i am sorry .

1 WAY, 2 SAY, 3 WORDS, THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO
Love isnt always as simple as 1,2,3

Procastinating, tons of homework piling up. Still lack of the 'feel' to start doing. Damn maths, i forget every single thing, i guess i have read up my notebook again before i start doing.

Having mucles aches now. Ytdy, when to school early in the morning to get the invitation card done ,but nah i wish i didnt do it, ppl dont seem to appreciate it . Pasting, cutting, folding is what I have been doing in the morning. And thanks Agnes and Filbert for helping out. It was 12pm and I recieved a call from Joey, haha he told everyone to meet at 1pm and he forgot totally abt it, he reached MAC early and decided to meet me in school. Or maybe it is an excuse to see her? Haha.Mr Mole is it ?

Soon it reaches 1pm , Joey and I went over to MAC. Haha finally I am late. Its once in a blue moon I am late. After mac-ing, bought Agnes and Filbert lunch, jiaolian coffee over back to school. Use for bribing them,lol kidding.

Had training, refree-ing again. Someday I'll become a professional referee. Played match with b'boys ytdy instead of c'boys. Stressful, afriad that I will drag the team I am in down. Ytdy the starting of the training was physicals, instead of one court we use 2courts. Layup, 2man passes, 3man wave. Tiring, everybody drained to their last bit of energy before having a rest.

Actl at 5pm i shld be meeting up Filbert and Agnes for a run at a B-G-Ls park, but it was alrdy 5.30pm when training end. So i just went to meet them for dinner. And sorry to keep you two waiting. Jurong Point is the next vivo in the west, haha so big.When i was at Jp , got a call from marcus to go gym. So i say yes but said after my dinner. Had Long John .Talk laugh with Jerry and Bird. Haha what a nice nickname huh? Lol. Finally tuesday would be another meeting with Cique. Wearing for formal for bbq? Cool ey.

At 7.15 went over to gym. This was stupid. When marcus call he told me to go to Jurong gym and i only know thr a gym at the west. So i went Jurong west gym, he said wait outside the swimming pool outside the entrance, so i waited thr. I waited for ard for 15minutes with filbert and he called,
marcus: Whr are you?
me: Outside the swimming pool
marcus: huh I also outside the swimming pool entrance
marcus: ey whch gym are you at
me: errr, jurong west, no meh
marcus : no lar, is at jurong east.Quick cab down, i help you pay half.
I went out to the road and waited for cab, whch I know from Filbert there shld be alot of cab, but that wasnt the case. I waited so long that i went over to the other side, hoping that thr will be one.But just just i went over, i saw a cab with the greenlight driving passed. #$% .Shit ey.

In the end i still got over to the gym met marcus.Haha the 招财猫 action can train triceps. During the whole session of gym-ing , marcus question is always 又没有变？[looking at his arms]Lol. Went home after marcus had enough of the weights.

Haha i thk i am so used to the basketballers jokes and nicknames, i feel so much btr with them. Although i dont play good ball, but being in basketball having them made my life so much more interesting.

These few days, A.I. is having joke with the -----'lan' thing again. He shld be name S.I instead of A.I.

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You never lose by loving,

you always lose by holding back.

Went for training in the morning

-_-Have to run five rounds of school compound

It makes me aches more now.

After that did some layups and shooting,and i left

Really a short training

Went to meet mum at jp,and trained to lavender for my IC to be done

On the train,my mum talk to me abt what she feels abt BGR (:LOL

Feel real funny,abt what she thk abt nowaday couples

I shall not elab on whats he saysHAHA

And ytdy damn,my mum force me to cut hair again

RELUCTANT BUT HAVE TO.

But yea this time isnt as short as last time

betterbetter.

I will continue to study now

MY 3As,IT WILL COME(:

Have alrdy started physics ,chemistry and Amaths.

I will continue to work hard.

This whole week is packed with tests

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Love begins with a smile;
grows with a kiss ;
and ends with a tear

Okay its quite stupid lah,
most of the sec2 and my batch have worn the sc blazer before,
and bcos of dk what i didnt even touch it before
JEALOUS EH?!Actl no big deal lah wearing blazerLOL

Eh today just happen to bring my handphone to school
So I went msging around during lesson time
1st target wonderwoman just to try out if she got bring her handphone to school
I thought she was that kind that nvr bring hp to school,
But she isn’t that innocent I thought she will be LOL XDWent on msging s few other few ppl,joke around with themHAHA

Went to fionn house straight to paint the CHENGHOUSE BANNER
Haha painted the banner with fionnandhersisterandrachel
Damn it,having to wash the paint off our hand with the thinner
It is really pain,not like the thinner we use for INDUCTION,its like damn powerful
we look like blue globbins when our whole hand is stain with the blue paintHAHA
Played with the soap when washing eh.

OKAY I KNOW CHENG HOUSE BANNER MAY LOOK SUCKY,
but it is all bcos of lack of time,paint,helping hands.
Nvm sports day just tml,only a few hhours no big deal
I guess nobdy is going to focus on the banner than to looking at the raceLOL

okay really gettig into studying for common test le//:

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Love doesn't make the world go 'round;

Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

Miracles,miracles do happen,after so much hard work and everything

I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MY CHINESE SPELLING;

I thk pigs can alrdy fly so i got full marks.

Chinese teacher was praising me cos i always fail my tests

LOL.LOL.maybe you ppl will thk this no big deal,but for me it is(:

When i really concentrate,even when the sky fall down,i will still not react

Today maths lessons,i thk i was concentrating on doing all the questions mrWOON gave so the time seem to fly.

Yea i love the topic that mrWOON is teaching now,cos i UNDERSTAND

INEQUALITIES.

Just making sall,careless mistkes here and thr other than that i thki have no problem with this chapter.YEA

Other chapters are hell for me,really hell.

Common test coming up nxt week,so damn fast

Pfffft.test,exam,results,F9,scoldings,i am realy thinking too much

Really worried abt PHYSICS and MATHS

This common test i am aiming for 3A's yea hope so(:

Tml history skit,no man,no,it is not tml

TINKYWINKIDIPSYLALA....PO!

haha,stupid names for the charactors

Hope tml go well,for my group

Other group also argh,but no so well eh,so my group will appear betterLOLhaha

Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life(:

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LOVE WILL LAST OVER TIME
IF NOT, IT JUST CALLED A CRUSH

sometimes it just needs sincerity to change something.

Birthday wasnt as great as wanted
nvm,thanks to cassandra and deloras still
THANKS THANKS FOR YOUR DONUTS,THE 'STRAWBERRY CHEESE CAKE'
The donuts just bcos i wrote on my blog,yea and they bought it COOKIE FLAVOUR
The 'strawberry cheesecake',just bcos i tell cassandra that i want her to make one for me for my birthday.AND SHE DID.
The strawberry cheesecake,i thk thy cant find one.
So they just bought a cheesecake and then a box of strawberriesLOL
CASSANDRA LAME IDEA

Went to foodfair at suntec,
ate alot of things with them.
Greentea icecream the best,but they dun like it HAHA
i got unique taste buds

It was boring after that,after going to a few shops and went home.
Haaai nvm nxt birthday will be better.it is just 364days later eh?!

Went home,bath and went to grandma house
Godpa bought a birthday cake for me.
ARGHHH today keep eating,cant stop eh.
Recieve hongbao againWahahaha.

Hoping to use the hongbao money to buy some stuffs to make myself happy.
I still got tons of homework to be done.

Yea thanks ppl for your birthday wishes,all is apreciated.

W: HOPE TO GET THE BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM YOU SOON LOL(:eh you must give hor,you promise de. ('.'Q)

SEVENTEEN SIGNS THAT YOU LIKE SOMEONE

SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly.
SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them.
THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around.
ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heartbeats faster but slower at the same time.
TEN: You smile when you hear their voice.
NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
SEVEN: They're all you think about.
SIX: You get high just from their scent.
FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them.
THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing
ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

You think no one loves you, but that's not the truth. By claiming that no one loves you, you're just like shutting the doors of your heart, letting no one come near you again. You have this thinking that's why you lose confidence.

I'm not trying to chide you in any way. But, you shouldnt set a mindset that no one loves you. Look around you, your family cares alot about you. Your friends always hang around you. I will always be there for you INdefinitely.

Maybe the person tha love you may also likes you but just that he/she lack of courage to tell you.Or maybe he like you but he thks it itsnt the right for you and him to start.

Okay what written are lame.Just something i find or shihhui's blogHAHA.I bet she doesnt know tat i copied from her blog.