I didnt know getting over you is so hard; not in a right state of mind

It feels terrible when everything is reminding me of you. Though it was short, it was the best memories of my life. Recollection of memories. You're happier now, and i shall refrian my silly thoughts.

As time goes, you tend to keep more things to yourself, isnt it? In the past, we will just shout everything out, hah it sounds childish, but that was how we is in the past. You refrain yourself more from sharing things kept deep inside you, you are afriad when you share, everything get leaked out, the fear is there, you aint trusting anyone anymore, even you best of friends. Misery starts to build up within you. And someday you will find you cant take it anymore. And you never know what you will actually resort to in the end.

Emptiness is all I felt. I dk why, and i dont think I need to know why. I just to find my way out of this, immediately.

Grad exam 2 isnt going so smoothly, but I am just going to do my utmost for the rest of the papers. Wish me luck :P Hah. Best of lucks to people! Yeah tml no need go school, but still have to study at home :X

Hope to get back my healthy body, my intestine is giving me alot of problem. It sucks.

I just happened to hear this song, i guess it speaks for itself. :X

Plain White T's -Lonely September

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back '
cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

I really miss you alot, and no words could describe it

If ever, you was to remember me, give me a msg alright? I will always be here for you. (:

I guess it a fact that i really cant forget. :/

Tonight I want to cry.

Got to see - today. Feel the emptiness , it sucks. What actl went wrong. I could never ever return back to the past again. Why cant this feeling just die off, sometimes i just feel like ending my life. Really wish i could get more positive, but the fact is i cant. I am jealous of ppl who are in a sweet relationship. :/ Envious. I aint as happy as I look. If I had done this and never done that, maybe - . If I had know how to understand girls thoughts better,that will be so great.

Pardon me ppl. This makes me feel better :/

Hate this year alot, have no more basketball training, no more council. I miss the times.

150208. There is just too many things that will remind me of - . ITS HARD TO FORGET! REALLY IT IS HARDDDDDD!!! No matter how ppl console, it still comes back to you whether you can do it. The fact is I cant. Someday I will just breakdown.

The spaces between your fingers is created so someone can fill it in

Just aint another normal day. Haha ytdy went for tuition early in the morning. A-maths, finally differentiation is almost done. Haha lesson is ever so funny. I guess the teacher isreally depriving of childhood.

Ltr in the evening, went out with Marcus, Eileen, Siying, Siying. As usual i was the earliest, eileen came soon after that. Haha we talk crap. Everybody reached and we trained over to Lot1. Haha I got to choose what to have for dinner. Pasta Mania. Had Carborana. Quite nice. Thanks to marcus who treated. Haha birthday meal.

Actl wanted to watch movie at the cinema there, but there isnt any ncie shows. So decided to buy some disc to watch at someones house instead. Went to shop for our disc. Bought Final destination and Bean's disaster movie. Marcus have to leave first so we went on ourselves. Haha bfore we left we bought Chippy, sausage with potato, cos eileen craving for it. On the way to eileen's house, clement is as crappy as ever. Lol they are teaching me how to _ . Haha.

We started with MrBean's Disater movie, and eileen's mother say that we are crazy to such a disc to watch. Haha the movie was funny, haha the middle finger, how MrBean save the painting. Then next was Final Destination, it is late at night and we watch that. It is saying abt a girl who is able to have premonition, and able to see the future, and it help some ppl to escape death from a accident, but bcos it is said that noone can cheat death, soon ltr one by one dies. Haha when we have to go home, me siying and clement .... we cab home instead. Lol, remembering it just so funny, esp the moments in the lift. Haha

Haha it was a fun day out with them, hope to go out with them soon (:

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

THE EMPTINESS HURTS

Today felt weird, the emptiness made me moody. I didnt know why i did that, maybe cos i care about your feelings. This few days having lessons till 5pm, it simply just drain off all my energy. Monday is remedial for A-math, Tuesday is remedial for sciences, Thursday is remedial is humanities. So almost all the days, it end at 5. -.-

Haha i like my remedial teachers, Mr Lee, he is joker. Mr Tan, yeah he can teach and he is so much btr than Mr Ng. But for Chemistry , i got Miss Lim.

I guess everybody is having Facebook-Pet Society craze now. Haha even Weijian is playing this lame game now. It is quite fun actl. Sending 50 apples,pears,onions,celery to Filbert is fun, haha filling his whole house with gift.

Finally tml is Friday, the only 'short' day in the week. Looking forward to tml, tml after school i thk i will be gg to support B'girls game with weijian,filbert and clement.

I hope. I hope. I hope. Time is what we need (:

I AM GOING TO MAKE UP THE CLIMB

Miley Cyrus-The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb ,yeah!

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb

Keep your faith
Keep the faith
Whoa a oh oh

Haha just manage to catch this song on the radio, found the lyrics really meaningful and wanted to share with you guys,Lizard and all the sec4 students taking O's this year.

Lizard your basketball games is going come soon. You got to work hard alright? I will always be here. You got to be strong, and continue believing in yourself. Achieve what your team always wanted. Make the mountain move! (: Believe, have faith, fight with all your might, get you want.

O'levels are coming so soon. Time are just passing so fast. Lucks to every sec4 esp to weijian and filbert, the gay partners, and clique. Straight A's are on your hand guys. We are going to climb,climb,climb. Have faith in ourselves, we are going to make it through. hopefully with flying colours haha

INTIMACY

I guess it will be hard on you, being the first
I know nothing about being a good boyfriend.
Romantic Index - 0
Every moment with you, it's memorable
Believe that we can make it through

Yeah ytdy was my birthday and i had a great time. Thanks to Lizard, Clement, Weijian, Filbert, Siying.

Let me thanks this ppl for wishing me a happy birthday/ msges:
Weijin [for the birst to send me], Huiying, Joey, Cassandra, Krystal, Randy,Clement, Weijian, Filbert, Siying. Joevin, Agnes, Eileen, Engleng, Miss Decicious, Andrea, Kaiqin, Deloras, Wenjie, Kaiqin, Jiawei, Kaikiat, Boyi, Sirin, Lucas.Lizard [ for the last to text me a birthday wish, best for the last] I am sorry if i miss anybody out .

Though it was birthday, i still have to go for tuition, but tuition was interesting. Haha, btwn weijin and the teacher, it is just hilarious. Left early , cos i hav celebration with L,C,WJ,F,SY. Went out early so to get a present for lizard. Haha the monkey is cute isnt it? Spend a long time to find the monkey ey,feel hounoured.

Sky was getting dark, so i quickly went over to lizard block to fetch her. And we mrt-ed to lakeside to meet the others. Others was all late. Got my present from ttg,clement, siying and andrea. It was thoughtful of you guys(: Haha they got me a adidas shirt, black and yellow with my name on, with 13. They are lame. But still i love lizard present more. Lol

Dinner was at YUKI YAKI. Clement was crappy, like always. Asking stupid questions here and thr, i believe all the ppl feel like slapping him huh .haha

It was still early and decided to go Minds Cafe for some fun. Forgot the way thr alrdy. We actl train to Clarke Quay and found out that we sould actl train to Raffles Place. We got lost in the middle of no where and cabbing is our only solution. I cab with lizard and the others took the other cab. Talk to lizard on the cab and recieve my mother msg, ahha super touched, its her first time sending m a msg. She act cute lah haha.

Finally we found minds cafe and we played for 2hours. We played the BIG TABOO. It is not like the normal taboo you guys play but thr is soemthing diff. This taboo thr is 4types of things you have to do, using 15words to guess as many words as possible,describe/talk ,draw, and using a purple creature to act the word out. We divided ourselves into 3team; me and lizard, weijian and filbert, clement and siying. Haha we've got telepathy... ppl try guessing if i tell you this "Stupid horse" guess a word. Haha you want to know the answer, it is donkey. Had many funny moments inbwteen, the rowing the boat, chicken- popokay, duck-? .

Ppl this is fun place to spend a great time with your friends, just got to the web and type minds cafeto get the address, it is quite convenient to go thr, ust alight at raffles place mrt station.

We left the place ard 11 and we got home. Send lizard home, and i went back myself (: Thanks for the day once again ppl. This is the bestbirthday i ever had in my secondary school life. (:

On the path of love, taking each step with faith and trust

Hey ppl i have updated the links, anybody still have change of links?

Finally some motivation to study today, maybe it was bcos i slept early the previous night. Haha. Though today was a long day, i didnt feel a little bit of tired. Can you believe i was awake for the whole day? And i was good enough to buy my partner a pack of chocolate to keep her awake, but apparently she finish at the first lesson.

The psychoing session by MissTang and Miss Jenny Ng, is making me reaaaaally aware of when is o'level and making me know that i should start studying now. The atmosphere of the whole sec4 and 5 level is getting tenser. I guess that is a good sign? Positive stress in everyone.

I have been isolating myself from the others during chinese lesson, so i dont get distracted. I was really paying attention to chinese just hoping for a B for O's, i will be so grateful for it already.

I am actl getting back to my old-self cos sec1 camp is over.No more late nights. I believe most teacher could notice it. All the teachers were asking me if i a still having anything on hand, will i still be busy, cos they were afriad that i am getting off the path. Adding on, most of the teachers were asking me to stop everything i have in council and basketball. And yeah i am done with everything i have, so i will put my hand off everyhting else that is coming up, o's are first .

These few days i have been looking forward to english lessons, i dk why. Maybe it gives me the sense of satisfaction upon finishing one compo, or seeing my results for comprehension. Sometimes, just being able to answer the question of Mdm Priya i feel super happy. Just like today, i just happen to answer Mdm Priya, i guess it was pure luck haha, dont tell her. Compo period is over, now compre. I dk abt others, but i prefer compo, cos it is more free, i can let my ideas flow freely

Holidays are coming. Woohoo. But almost everyday i will gg back to school for extra lesson. I shall thk positive, it is for my 5As. haha. Ides of march are coming too, time with ttg,lizard,clique. I am gg to do my shopping soon, for my haivannas,bag, and some new clothes. Haha get jealous ppl. Haha

Thanks lizard for your brownies on that day. Haha. My mum actl got a bite on your handmade brownie and she said was nice . Haha . But i told her is i make one :P Tml morning i will give you a surprise (:

Taking each step with a goal in mind

I guess everybody have got bored of my blogsong. Okay here is a change by coldplay.

The feeling comes again, this few weeks have been so busy but now when i have nothing to do , the feelings so weird. I seriously miss the times of sec1 camp, though its been tough . My first big project in school , Secondary1 Camp. 1st day wasnt as good as I wanted to be, but the 2nd day was great. Overall the camp was AWESOME.

All thanks to my 3 other sec4 in-charge, 5other sec3 in-charge,all my sec4s, all my class facilitators, all of my logistic committee. It is all bcos of you all, this camp could pull it through. Yesyes especially to Yunhao, Filbert who share my burden through the whole camp,haha though the camp may not be perfect, we've done it! To caroline,hwachong, your idea for the sheep was super well done. God job guys. Have fun making the sheeps with you guys.

I am jealous that ppl can play basketball, when i am in camp. I am sad i cant accompany you these few days and i am sorry. Okay sometimes we just have everything as plan, so just understand it. Haha

Day1
Damn it was hard to get the campers to get quiet.

PBL game, all our hardwork was gone, but thr was a sense of satisfaction rushing down the whole body. We spend so much time on making the sheeps, the campers destroyed it. Maybe they just didnt see the hardwork behind it. Despite all this, seeing the campers have fun themselves is enough.

Night adventure, all the thing was in a mess . Maybe it was just too complicated, or maybe intruction was not give out properly.

At night, time to relax for everyone. All went to the council room, some watch movie, some went to bathe, some just got online to play some games. Haha we actl ordered Mcdelivery in the middle of the night. While eating we watch slumdog millionaire. Haha as you know, i cant stay up late. So i went to sleep after i finish eating. Ey i was not the first to sleep, i was the second. But i was the first to wake up the next day.

Day2
Woke up at 445am. Only then i found out i lost i side of my socks. God ,then i have to go through the day with one side of my socks missing. -.- Gave briefing to my councillors, and off we go.

Morning Physical Training, i guess someone gave the wrong instruction, so it screwed up. But some campers still had fun.

Breakfast, taught the camper the food cheer , still not perfect cos it was their second time doing the cheer.This time the camp food was so much btr than the past few days. But i dont think the campers would know.

Next it was all talks, break for campers, break for councillors. Nah it wasnt break for me and some others, went to the canteen and get everything clean up. After that went back to the SC room to make some 'golf' balls, haha now i find cotton wool really useful.

Next it was the roller coaster game, i guess it was the best activity of the camp?Everybody was really participating, having fun. It just feels so great to see them have fun.

What's up next, lunch. It is the best camp cheer i ever heard . Campers and Instructors each sang their part, it sound really nice. Haha all thank to joevin and shijia.

Cheering session was next. went over to the class of my favourite colour. Haha 1D, taught them some new cheers, some small little twist in cheers with other of their class facilitator, and we are all geared up. Okay we was the last group to go up the stage, leaving best for the last huh? Hehee. And yeah 1D clinge the bast cheering group. And bcos of that they got the best class. (:

After camp, rush down to meet lizard and had dinner. Finally some time with you, haha adding more sweetness to everything. :P

Yeah this week passes so fast. 24 hours just aint enough.

I THOUGHT WE WILL but we have yet .

isnt it my fault?
i have neglected you , making you feel this way . Helpless, wondering whats my next step should be. If i would to tell you that i am feeling alright, i will be lieing. I hope i could just not care, but my mind just cant keep this away from heart. Sorry i just love you too much .

ALL FOR YOUR SAKE

Heart pumping hard, cold sweat dripping, hand trembling. Total dispointment i screw up my physics spa. Got out of the lab, wondering what is my next step, is my physics gone? Tears just unstoppable.

Where i fall, where i fail , will be where my next starting line is. I gotta stand up at whr at fall, i still got couple more of spa to go, i got to buck up.

Day 10
Lizard is day10 . Haha i am ramdom.

I am giving myself a break today, to get myself back up from what happened today. No homework, no revision. Chemistry spa next week, i hope i am able to cope.

Sec1 camp, pressure have been piling up. But i am still doing fine, with the help of other in-charge. 2more week to go, before the camp. So fast. I am looking forward to it though. (:

Stumbling along the path :/
sometimes i wonder why i am thinking the way i do.
Foolishness.

Ytdy , training in the morning. Tiring. 6rounds of compound without a single rest-satisfaction. Training was alright, as usual, refree-ing, then dadui. Played halfway, and i got to the ground, both of my legs having cramps, super pain. After training then went for lunch and home.

Reached home and out again. Went to study with Weijian and Filbert. Haha ltr L came along too. (: Filbert was having tuition so he went early. Ey i am not chasing you away moly, i am just asking. Haha lol, you say till i am so bad lah. Drew something for Weijian, must give her ey retard. Weijian drawing cannot make it lar, lol haha, so lets not say about it. Soon L, have to go so send her home. Ltr went back to find weijian to continue studying. He seemed like he got unlimited smses. Keep msging...

When it was ard 7? decided to go for dinner. Actl we decided on pizzahut, we took a look at the menu and decided to go for Fish&Co but ltr we found that it was too cheap so decided on Kopitiam. Haha.

Today, tuition again. 4hours straight. Everybody seem like dead ducks, it seemed like i was the only one alive. not that boring though, the teacher is funny.

Tml thr is A-maths retest cos i failed mine. The upcoming 2weeks gonna be hectic, science SPA, and Sec1 Camp.

Hope i am not neglecting you, sorry.

Just to tell you

I LOVE YOU LIZARD
sorry no time to blog, got homework to do. sorry ):
next time kay haha. cheerup lizard

YOU GAVE ME THE REASON

Ytdy after school, went to study with the usual ppl. Andrea, Weijian, Clement, Siying, Filbert. Some went to Shilin to buy chicken first, then me, Filbert and Weijian went to buy the present for studentcouncil give exchange today. Visited several shops but nothing seem to have my please my eyes when Filbert have long time got what he wanted. Haha in the end, got a flowershop, the big yellow sunflower just attracted my eyes. The auntie then showed me the small sunflower which i thk was pathetically tiny though she promise to sell me at $2. Instead i tell her that i want BIG one, so i got it. Got a cute bear, just to tie along with it.

Thankyou Weijian for helping carry the flower, haha, you looked like a retard. :p

So we walked to the library after everyone got what they wanted. Do homework. But the next thing i knew i was shove to the 2nd floor. Lol. Spend some time with lizard(: finish my A-maths homework. Only one hour plus she had to leave so send her home. :( short yet sweet.

I guess she didnt know that, i got lost inbtwn buildings after sending her home. Stupid -.- In the end still manage to find my way through back to the library, did more studying and went home after that.

Back to today, valentine's exchange. Haha i was the first to show my love. Lol. Agneslau was my vanlenti for the exchange. Haha so she got the sunflower, plus the 'love letter' i gave. Haha the 'love letter' is a bottle with the 'love letter written on a glass bottle with acrylic glue. It nice cos it is what i make. I guess only me, go to the extent of giving a BIG flower. Guess whats her reaction? Lol . "How am i gonna bring this home, i am gg to take a taxi! " Pssst forget to sing you're my sunshine, too nervous le. Be grateful moly, i spend my time till late night to hair dry the wording ey, must be touched huh? heehee

I got my present from Huda, haha thanks alot. Thanks for taking the effort and time to personalise the notebook for me. "Basketball" (: Haha to me, your present is the nicest. Thanks again. Haha actl i thought i got no vanlenti, cos nobody came towards me,suepr sad, but ltr i turn back i saw Huda. Lol.

Lessons was okay, english got scolding cos most of us didnt do our homework. guilty. PE haha i had one goal and i blocked one, but my team still lose. 2-1 . ): I fell down once on my butt, and my leg felt the pain, but nahhh its okay now. (:

Actl wanted to support the boys match but in the decided not to. Too tired so went home to sleep instead. Sorry retard didnt make it for your game. Shall go next time.

pssst, Valentine's day over...
but nevermind, everyday with you just feel like it is always Valentine's day (:

IT ALL SEEM LIKE A DREAM
a dream that seem so short but yet so sweet
If i could turn back the time, that would be whr i would want to go.

Happy belatedValentines Day (:
It had been a jam pack day , from trainings to movie at late night. A day that i would remember for years. Haha. On the previous night i slept at around 2+ am , and i had to wake up at 6.15 to meet weijian and randy for breakfast. I was late for awhile, had breakfast and went to school. Training was okay, slacking for most of the time. Bored.

Went home strght after training, to finish the things up :P So i didnt have time to rest. Bathe and went to Jp to get my shirt. Cos i was carrying my bag, i find that my shirt doesnt match everything, so i decided to go back home to put my bag first, though i know i was late lah. Sorry L made you waited.

Haha the few nights was worth it evrything. (: I hope you like the card and the puzzle. Have you found the missing puzzle? Haha lol.

Watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin" Interesting show . It just talk about this person called benjamin who grown from a old-looking-baby to a young-looking old man. The storyline was great, some laughters through out the movie. 2 irritating cupids msg L to ask us to meet them.

So we thought they was gg to meet us at Plaza singapura, but instead they was expecting us to go IMM to meet them. So we went and had dinner with them. They was super irritating larh,disturbing. Haha. psst maybe i shall wear a pocketless pants next time. lol.

Do i really have to ask? How to ask? It seems so hard. Everything's so near yet so far.

After dinner, went back jp side. One cupid left for home. Sorry didnt manage to send you home but you still have the other cupid to send you .:P Went to meet weijian,siying,andrea,filbert,clement for movie after that.

Watch Valkyrie, about someone who wanted to oppose hitler,but failed. We spend the whole ngiht tghr and gg back home at only 1am. Cab back with andrea. Fun day L with the gang .

L can we go out some other day? Haha

FOR YOU I WILL
dreaming to be with you.

Long day today, but still manage to stay awake for the lessons. Haha. Went to jp in search for something with weijian and filbert. Nahhh didnt find what i want, how? I have to save up money, why cant money drop from the sky. I hope i can pull through this 2 weeks of no recess , lunch jianfei.Or maybe i will bring sanwich to school .Looking forward to that day.

Got myself several assesments, physics, chemistry, english. I am really scared of O' lvls. I hope i got the time to do the it. I am currently procastinating my homework.

Saturday, celebration of Siying birthday. Sunday tuitions.Grrr i am really in need of a wallet, and a ear peice which i just lost recently. ):

YOU MEANT THE WORLD TO ME

Haha today PE was fun, played floorball, my team was good. I had wenjie, boyi, kaikiat with me. Argh wwe had lots of chance for goals but we didnt make it in, only for one. And damn i conceded a goal, so it was a draw at the end of the day.

Learn some pick up lines in school, haha you was the first one i tried on.
So this is how it goes , "Are you tired" the reply must be a "Yes". So it continues "You know why"the reply must be a "Why" . To end it off "Cos you are running 24/7 in my mind" Haha lol.
Second one from weijian, "Do you have a car license" the reply must be a "No, why?" "Cos you are driving me crazy"

Went for training after school, haha i saw a lizard during training. It scare me alive, pssss, i actl didnt see it till i want to pick the ball up. Lol. Bcos of the monitor workshop, many pp was not thr for training so i get to dadui (: Haha training was fun, at the end do pushups with weijian i thk we both do more then 150, doing it by saying each letter of ______ haha only me ,filbert,weijian understands.Haha
Tml will be a long day. But i am not scared that i will fall asleep, cos of messages.(:

NOTHING MATTERS BUT YOU

Haha English was fun today, Mdm Priya actl ask the class the class to read reader's digest on jet li. I thought bcos i have read so i thk i know everything. Damn. So when Mdm Priya came over ot me and ask me one question, i was stammering , and she said i lack of confidence -.- So ltr it was discussion of "Was Jet Li a hero? " Mdm priya want us to decide on a yes or no. So i thought of a no, cos i will have more things to say. And yeah only 4 ppl chose it, but the bad thing was 4 ppl have to rebut the other 39 in the class.Debating was fun. Haha the joke of the day "Einstein invented light bulbs" Heehee i said everything too fast that i sadi that. Everybody burst out laughing after know i said wrongly. Haha at the end of the class mdm Priya finally said that i was good, cos i speaked. Lol . English lesson made me woke up, atl i wanted to fall asleep alrdy lah

Other lesson was pretty much a boredom, oh yah did you know someone in 4/5 actl said "4/3 有什么了不起？" Some arrogant ass said that. -.- And i happened to know who.

Weijin cheerup, tml will be btr. There is still hope.

When i walked towards you I wanted to talk to you. But in the end i turned away, lacking of some courage. Someday i'll have the courage to start talking to you face to face. (:

It just take some time. Be patient.

Tuition marathon ytdy, it was damn tiring for me. 6 solid hours, imagine it. Woke up early though i only slept at 1am the previous night. Prepare for tuition at 10am. Chemistry, Physics. So it was 10am to 2.15pm alrdy. Quickly got back home to take a nap cos i know i cant take it alrdy, i need some sleep. Got back home its alrdy 2.30pm. Tsk dont care still went to sleep. Woke up 30minutes ltr, it was hard to crawl out from the bed. Actl i thought of just skipping it, but my mum didnt allow, so went. -.- A-maths tuition 3-5pm . My eyes was about to close ey.

Wanted to go back home to rest, but my parent got me out to godma house for dinner. Went home to chge and went down strght. haha receive hongbaos from relatives, hahaha. Had dinner and went out balling

Went for balling though i know that my homework was not even 1% done . You know ?To release stress. heeehe. So same ppl, maryann,julia,marcus, and number10. Balled till late at night 11pm? Then went home sweet home.

I have always wanted to say the 3 words to you, but i thk we still need more time to know each other? Lets wait. (:

Il aime Lizard :)
haha lol. I have never understand how's the feeling of loving someone till now.

Haha school today passes very fast. I think it was bcos Mr Woon was not in school, so we missed 2hours of maths , which means we left with 2hours of actual lesson. Talking cock with cassandra, krystal and shawn, then ltr played bingo. Damn it i have never win, only till the last two game i won. We was to draw out 5 columns of 5rows then fill in 25 numbers in ramdom order, it will go round, everybody is to say out a number. So to win you have to form 5 lines. In the last few games we decided to exchange the paper, haha so mine should be pass to cassandra, haha so i sabo her, i drew it super small. Haha lol. Then the second time, i didnt wrote '5' but i wrote '26' so when someone shouted 5 she was asking why she cant find, then ltr i joked with her why her paper have '26'. Lol

Shawn then ask us to find a cat in the 2 dollar note, indeed thr was. Ppl try finding it in your 2dollar note, if you have found tell me. Haha it just mean that you are suoer clever. And can you find the SMALLEST word in the 2dollar note? it is not the word yusof ishak btw, it is way too big then the smallest so try finding. And can you find a old man holding a walking stick? all these things could be found in a 2dollar note, so ppl once you got the time take out a 2dollar note you have and try finding. Haha

English, haha. Got back Compo test result. It was considered good for me. Several ppl failed the paper and will most probably be banded, but dont be disheartened thr is always next time. Mdm priya marked really strict this time round, so the highest as only 19/30 , i got 16/30. And i got a NOT BAD[comment] given by Mdm Priya, it isnt easy to get such a comment from Mdm Priya actl, so i was pretty glad though i only got 16. She said that my story was creative ey, haha. Next time i will try to do btr.

Ohh Physics, i was sleeping through out. So i knew nothing. Pssss.. i cannot sleep anymroe from the first lesson of Mr Ng i am sleeping till now. I knew nothing about what he teach, not a single thing and common test is coming up in 2 weeks time. -.-

After school had training, train for awhile and went to suppor girls match. The result was disapointing. But i thk thy have alrdy give it their best, nobody wished for that ending. Dont be discourage B'girls thr is still a next match. All the best for the next B'boys and B'girls match.(:

In the evening , went to ball at marcus house with maryann,jiawen,julia,marcus and co. Thr was a fat guy who love to act so much, love to give elbows, and is so smelly, that we play with. For two match we played with him, we won both. Haha , after that nobody wants to play with him alrdy. Haha everybody shoot damn accurately, burn him like siao. Lol. Heeee shall ball another day, it will be fun. (: