Everything right tonight. Just be yourself, and everything would be fine.

Haha. I've been the topic this week. I am an A.A(attracting attention), so i dont mind. Lol. I know it looks weird but, I like it this way! Today, I walked past Mrs Adil, i was looking on the floor, rubbing my eyes, I only know she is in my way when i look up. When she sees me she goes"Gavin, you got a groovy specs" .

English lesson for 2 solid hours after recess. But it was interesting, in fact i thought i will just sleep my way through. Oral for today, conversation. It was really funny. Starting the whole thing was shanice, she seem irritated to be the first. Haha, unlucky you.

I guess my smile got me into trouble. Again she talk about my specs, sayign that teacher was using the word 'goggles' to describe my specs on LCD. Haha. And she asked me why i've gotten that specs. Guess what's my reply? Hah, I just want to be different :P The next thing i knew was i was next -.-

My topic was kinda broad, and i liked it. What do you want to do when you get older? And i satrted " This question have been popping up in my mind really often..." And i said the first I want is to get the job of my liking, designer. Earn lots of money, quit my job. Go to a place where there is no stress, no competition, buy a house with a beach infont. This is the part which got everyone laughing. The bitch and beach is different. Lol.

Haha though it is like a dream, but thats really what i want to do when i get older. :P Haha. Ppl sometimes seem to be keep on running, but actl they dk whr they are running to. They do not ahve a aim, but just work for the sake of money. Then i go more farfetched, i want to get a partner, a wife, have many children as i thought of having more company. Children and a partner will add more colours to life. And they are the one who you can share your happiness and misery with :D This got my heart real sour, maybe most doesnt realise :/ And i ended everything saying that I thk that having a meaningful life when i get older is very impt. Yeah, i guess i have done okay for the conversation, I've done my part on entertain the class with my conversation .

Haha, this 2 hours is really funny, with funny conversation with classmates. Adding on by Mdm Priya sarcastic comments, the 2 hours past really fast.

Self study, used one hour for Emaths paper, got to sharpened up. The paper was easy for the class, but i still got problems here and there. :/ Then another hour for Oral at library with mdm priya.

Yes finally got to play ball after school, play for a short while only, but i thk it is enough (:

HERE IT GO AGAIN

Looking back at my archives, the past photos with the basketballers, with my councillor batchmates , with cliques, those happy time we had together, time we can never get back , it just makes my heart ache. Especially, those with the basketballers, those photos are just so precious, and i am glad i ahve a blog, to have my memories retain. We may not be training together now, but those memories will always be carve in us alrdy? Each of us have our shortcomings, and have our own unique charactor, together we make a good team . [Jurong hohoho (:]

Today lessons, i am seriously trying my best to concentrate in class, and yeah i did it for most of my lesson. Only when thr is a sudden chge of weather, it seem so nice to sleep , and my eyes close for a whole 30minutes.

English, Mdm Priya just stressing with her hope and expectation of hers. But i damn love her class, everyday's lesson of hers i will super attentive. Her english class is always interesting maybe not for some but definitely a yes for me. Today she suddenly ask me, from one side of the class, "gavin are you done with your sec1camp" I thought she was just asking out of concern. So with a smile I replied "Yes, it is over" And what was her reply "Glad you did, you have to stop everything you have. Only if you produce results, you can do something else" This sentence really srikes me, it seem like i flunked real badly for my compo test. Then i was reading on my papers, and mdm priya walks over "Gavin, you have to concentrate more, i am expecting at leat a distinction from you or maybe at least a B3" And i was thr wondering "How could I " In the previous years, i am one who barely makes a border line pass for english so how is a distincition possible. Till now i am still worried if i will fail my english for Os

Haha joke of the day, the giro form for O'lvls. Cos the papers need either signature or thumbprints. Just happen to be Shihui 's one have to use thumbprint. Guess what she use? Dark Soya Sauce . Haha, funny? Shihui dont angry hoh . :P

Physics, oh yeah i am awake for the first time. Was asking questions all the way, trying to get myself back onto the track for physics. I have flopped my physics spa, and i am not gg to do the same for other of my subjects. I am gonna buck up, i am gg to give everything it need to achieve my aim.

Birthday coming, and i am so not looking forward to it. Everyboday gonna be busy with cultural nights and stuff. Boredom. I thought i could celebrate my last birthday in secondary school with the clique, but now it seem impossible. Naah maybe i shall celebrate myself, i go just with ttg .

My bags is breaking so i am gg to get myself a new bag soon. My slippers wearing out soon, so i will be getting a new pair of havaianas. Lets see if i can find the money first and i will decided (:

NOTHING MATTERS BUT YOU

Haha English was fun today, Mdm Priya actl ask the class the class to read reader's digest on jet li. I thought bcos i have read so i thk i know everything. Damn. So when Mdm Priya came over ot me and ask me one question, i was stammering , and she said i lack of confidence -.- So ltr it was discussion of "Was Jet Li a hero? " Mdm priya want us to decide on a yes or no. So i thought of a no, cos i will have more things to say. And yeah only 4 ppl chose it, but the bad thing was 4 ppl have to rebut the other 39 in the class.Debating was fun. Haha the joke of the day "Einstein invented light bulbs" Heehee i said everything too fast that i sadi that. Everybody burst out laughing after know i said wrongly. Haha at the end of the class mdm Priya finally said that i was good, cos i speaked. Lol . English lesson made me woke up, atl i wanted to fall asleep alrdy lah

Other lesson was pretty much a boredom, oh yah did you know someone in 4/5 actl said "4/3 有什么了不起？" Some arrogant ass said that. -.- And i happened to know who.

Weijin cheerup, tml will be btr. There is still hope.

When i walked towards you I wanted to talk to you. But in the end i turned away, lacking of some courage. Someday i'll have the courage to start talking to you face to face. (: