Slowly. Controlling. Restricting.

Get into sleep only at ard 2am. My 2am equals to other ppl 4am. I seldom sleep so late, I just cant get myself to sleep. Flip and turn on my bed, and eventually became tired.

Slowly getting back to my normal self. Using studies to numb myself, blasting music exceptionally loud. Hah this can actl stop me from thinking of other things. I dont believe one can forget abt something so quickly? So I time will be the remedy!

Lesson is extremely long today, and i didnt sleep early the previous night. Thought today i am gg to fall dead in class. Manage to get through the lessons without sleeping, but i was pratically day dreaming for almost an hour during English.

Today lesson wasnt that boring, chemistry we had to carry out our experiment we made. Haha i made a mess on my bench. I guess i wasnt a good bench partner, i was stealing things from gladwin. Not stealing lar, i did ask. He is good to borrow me the things. In the end he had to get the things himself again. Haha.

Feeling the sense of urgency for physics already. I started doing assesments, and asking question for physics. Yes! Finally i am getting back on track.

Recess didnt eat much again, the food isnt nice, and i have no appetite. Treat as a diet (: I am gettng fatter each day

English for the last 2 hours. Just when the lesson was about to start, i was almost falling asleep. But Mdm Priya is funny. Haha. She said this sentence " Stephanie, you thk you funny? Ey it rhymes " and everybody laughs. Today was all about speech writing. At last something diff from report wrting , compo, compre.

Self-study have started. Stayed back till 4pm to self study. Did physics. I finish a 100 questions, it wasnt easy by the way.