Slowly. Controlling. Restricting.

Get into sleep only at ard 2am. My 2am equals to other ppl 4am. I seldom sleep so late, I just cant get myself to sleep. Flip and turn on my bed, and eventually became tired.

Slowly getting back to my normal self. Using studies to numb myself, blasting music exceptionally loud. Hah this can actl stop me from thinking of other things. I dont believe one can forget abt something so quickly? So I time will be the remedy!

Lesson is extremely long today, and i didnt sleep early the previous night. Thought today i am gg to fall dead in class. Manage to get through the lessons without sleeping, but i was pratically day dreaming for almost an hour during English.

Today lesson wasnt that boring, chemistry we had to carry out our experiment we made. Haha i made a mess on my bench. I guess i wasnt a good bench partner, i was stealing things from gladwin. Not stealing lar, i did ask. He is good to borrow me the things. In the end he had to get the things himself again. Haha.

Feeling the sense of urgency for physics already. I started doing assesments, and asking question for physics. Yes! Finally i am getting back on track.

Recess didnt eat much again, the food isnt nice, and i have no appetite. Treat as a diet (: I am gettng fatter each day

English for the last 2 hours. Just when the lesson was about to start, i was almost falling asleep. But Mdm Priya is funny. Haha. She said this sentence " Stephanie, you thk you funny? Ey it rhymes " and everybody laughs. Today was all about speech writing. At last something diff from report wrting , compo, compre.

Self-study have started. Stayed back till 4pm to self study. Did physics. I finish a 100 questions, it wasnt easy by the way.

APPLE PEAR ORANGE

Feels so good when everything's over. Yeah mock spa was just over. But this means real spa is coming. Today, it wasnt well done, but i manage to finish all? Except that for chemistry i didnt calculate the no. of moles, find what is the metal carbonate, and do the conclusion, haha. Physics, i got one mark decucted bcos i ask for assistance. But it was good lar, use one mark to exchange for 9 marks, quite worth it i guess.

Today just pass pretty fast. Haha poor MrWoon have his maths lesson inbetween science lesson. So bcos we have spa after recess, he had to release us early for recess. First up was chemistry spa, of course we came back class late. So Mr Woon ave to start his lesson late. Next was Physics spa after lunch, the class was complaining that they was very hungry, so Mr Woon release us early again for lunch. Haha. I thk I only had 30minutes of Amaths today.

Physics spa have really gone over time. It made Miss Lappen wait outside the class till she was very pissed. She pulled a long face when she step into the class. But she didnt blasted at us.

Physics remedial at 4pm. Feeling lethargic, felt like sleeping. Mr Tan didnt come, he gave us worksheet instead. Nah i knew nothing so i decided to do at home instead. So i was playing with my phone instead.

Okay have to get back to TYS.