Enjoying ;

Today went back to school to play ball. Okay, I pulled a (or maybe a few) stupid stunts. But i didnt mean to entertain everyone. So not evrybody went. The sun was super hot, made everyone red. Just like being a referee, can suntan. :D

So inbetween the game, Kokwei specs drop. And i heard someone asking me to stop first. So i actl dribbled the ball to the out line, so to like wait for him. But instead, jiaolian look at me and ask " What are you doing" and he blew the whistle (out) -.- Crap lah. I was trying to be kind ley. So the whole court was laughing at me . not funny ley.

Okay we lost the game, by just a few points.

Maybe tml i will go for suntanning :D Just hope the sun is good, actl i am pretty red now. :P

O'lvls results are coming out this coming monday. How fast is that? Crap have to prepare myself myself the worse ever things that can actl happened to me on that day. Reality day. Pray that everyone would get their desired results :D Hope evrythign would go fine for me that day, and hope 4/3 can get a much btr overall result this year. Cheerios 4/3!

Feeling helpless;

falling into the water, finding something to grab on

I didnt realise after my tanning, i didnt realise when i go balling after that. I was real shock to see how red I am when i took out my shirt and looked in the mirror! Damn red i tell you, my sister shouted at me when I came back home, it is that red.

Have stopped one of my tuition. I guess it was the amt of tuition I had on the weekends, that stressed me out so much? I feel so much relax now. I actl said my tuition teacher wanted to stop the tuition, but today she say she will continue teaching. Was kinda worried when she said she want to stop and was relieve when she break out the good news. It is only then i realise how dependant i was on tuition :/

Cos i ended early and the sun was bright, went for suntanning again. It is like after so many months. And maybe bcos of the long break, my body still unable to take the long tanning, it made me look damn red. Hah i like it alot.Hey there is black skin ppl, yellow skin, brown skin, white skin is there red skin? Is there a way to mantain the colour i have now? Hah really like the scroching red colour :D I tan for solid 3 hours, before i left for home

Went for balling at cck, there wasnt much ppl there, maybe bcos it is exam period? Wasnt that fun with few ppl. Argh didnt bring my socks, so played without socks, do you know how disgusting it is to play without socks? Played with michelle, hengwei and tall guy and some outsiders. Played for a couple of hours before leaving

Left with michelle . Took bus to Lot1, reach there and Michelle found her shoe bag missing. So bus back to find her shoebag. Hah she was staring opposite the road at the busstop she left her shoebag. And she was saying " Dont have right?" She was damn scared , so ran across to find. At a moment it was nowhr in sight, and i guess she gave up hope alrdy. Haha and I saved the day, i peeped into the dustbin, and pull out her shoebag! She hug it, though it was ttaken out from the dustbin. Haha , it was damn hilarious lah.

Bus back to Lot1 for our chippies, got our sausage with mash potato with our drinks. Haha we are addicted to it alrdy. Sat outside lot1 and ate. Damn shuang I tell you. Haha. And i want more goat milk, it is nice.

Tml is result day, dooms day. Dont think i will have any fabulous results. Hope teachers just dont blact at me, and dont show me the disapointed face, i hate feeling guitly :X Maybe i shouldnt go school tml.

Hah i like being red! :D

You've made my heart melt .

"I've got small eyes". Hah!

Tml is stress day. Feeling a big stone crushing down. Tml will be the release of O'level MT results, and adding on to my misery is English O'level Oral. I am sucking big time for oral practice, haha i need the conversation question to speak to me. SPEAK TO ME! Today got oral practice with Mdm Priya, trap in a sea of girls, stress bodoh. Again the same thing happen, got stuck for the first 2 question, but the 3rd one i actl can speak, hah. Mdm Priya asked why, i replied "I need the question to speak to me". Guess what's her reply "Yah speak to you, I smack you! " Haha. Really hope tml the question will really speak to me, and I can speak well. Cross fingers.

I dont thk i will be retaking my chinese, if i didnt do well for oral. If I get an A it will be definitely be the best. If i get B, and my oral get a distinction maybe i will retake? I dk, cos ppl saying the paper at the end of the year will be easier. I dk lar, see first.

My mood was rather good today. Haha.Dont ask me why, cos i dont even know it myself.

I really hope Miss Lappen will put her anger on me, bcos i never do my homework and make me stay back everyday till 5, for revision for SEA history, until i can get 11/13 for SEA history essay, without the use of notes of course! That will be ideal man. Hah, i sound mad, but i dont thk i can study history at home myself.

My playing time is directly propotional to my study time. But for the others, most are inversely propotional, increasing study time and less play time. I find studying more fruitful after you give yourself a treat or two. Hah my treat would be playing basketball for an hour or two. Actl i hate sweating in my uniform, but for these few days i am actl playing with uniform. :P

Okay goodluck to me. Dont be so bad to curse me.
saying "anything" is good enough (: